[NC-17] BREATHE INTO ME (11/??)

[silverdoll14]

Undécimo Tumba:
I’m Sorry


Silence took all the time while they are journeying back home. No one dared to even utter a word from the very start the engine of the car they are using was on. But Sungmin was shocked that his master, the heartless and brat master of his, volunteered to drive. But he couldn’t care for there are things more important now that clouded his mind.

Kyuhyun just concentrated on the road but taking quick glances to his so-called houseboy once in a while. Truthfully, he’s really worried why Sungmin is acting like this. He wanted to ask but his ego is stopping him. The red of the traffic light lit up, halting their silent journey. He took that chance to fully look at Sungmin. Even how many times he denied it to himself, he hated seeing him like that. To see his swollen eyes staring blankly at the horizons of their surroundings, it broke his heart for unknown reason he felt. Sungmin may had act cold towards anyone but his eyes never fails to show the warmness of his heart and that made Kyuhyun looked unto his servant differently. He felt more hurt when he saw a tear rolled down from the corner of Sungmin’s once alive eyes. His trembling hand slowly made its way to wipe those tears away but it was quickly diverted back to the wheels instead as the green light lightened their car, telling them to make a move now. He cursed to himself, “Why couldn’t I just… Aish!”

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Flashback (13 years ago, 20 years old Sungmin)

Sungmin stared at the pictures of the two most important people in his life who just lost their lives a day ago. He knelt in front of there as he comforted the weeping woman within his arms. Even if his heart is shattered to pieces, he couldn’t bring his eyes to tear up. Maybe his tears had run out already.

There were few people wearing black and had said their condolences, but Sungmin wouldn’t care for they weren’t there when their parents needed them the most.

He looked back again to the woman secured in his arms, “All we have now is each other noona… We can do these together.” He tried to coax her.

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They strived so hard to live like before when their parents were still alive. His noona worked hard with few jobs just to sustain their lives and even pay for their debts that their parents had left. Sungmin, on the other hand, works hard to finish his studies and secretly works to help his hard working sister.

But life is cruel when they took everything they had left. Those selfish rich people who brought them down and down.

For Sungmin, they had a perfect life before. His father was a simple farmer while his mother is a housewife taking care of them. They weren’t the poorest but they weren’t rich at all. Their life is just stable. But then, everything started when they were fighting for the lot where his father grows fresh vegetables. They wanted to renovate it into a hotel in a country-side but his father greatly disagreed for he cherished that land. That started the threats in their lives and bankruptcy in their farming business. Still, they worked hard just to maintain what was theirs. They needed a lot of money to move on that they loaned a lot and borrowed money to their so-called friends but then, it only left them to tragedy they are now experiencing.

Even if it was like that, Sungmin never hated his parents. It wasn’t their fault. It was them, those heartless appalling rich guys. It was their entire fault and Sungmin hated them. For him, they are worst than any beast that existed in this cruel world.

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He had hoped when he was finally able to graduate. He was holding a diploma in his hand as he happily walked home. How he wished his parents are still alive, able to see him finishing the course they dreamed for him. But it brought him another shock in his life.

He was smiling from ears to ears as he climbed the stairs of the room they were able to rent from a kind old couple. His heart was at ease until he turns the knob and swung the door open. He had expected to see his noona, trying to rest from a day work but instead, she was tied up in bed, her mouth was stuffed with cloth. Her clothes were torn off almost revealing her sensitive parts and above her struggling figure was a man they thought they can trust.

“Yah! What are you doing to noona?”He quickly stormed into him and even punched the guy away.

“Sungmin-ah, come on. I'm just being kind. Tch. I'm helping her to earn more money. Don’t you want more money?” The guy said wiping the blood at the corner of his lips. He was in the influence of alcohol judging from how he smelled.

“Come on… I promise I’ll give good amount of money.” The jerk said.

Thug!

Sungmin lost it then, his fist come flying and landed to the face of the only family friend they had that became rich after he won a lottery. He covered her sister with a blanket and undid the ties in her hand. He hugged her trembling sister as the police took the criminal away.


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They did everything to have justice but their so-called friend was now too powerful that his money solved the case and left his sister in a state of shock. Sungmin was disgusted to the rich for they get easily off from the sins they have made. And now, his sister couldn’t even escape the trance of fear...

He worked hard to sustain both of them and even asked help from the doctors to help her sister to move on but they refused for they can’t pay enough.

He still didn’t lose hope and tried to cheer up his noona but the shock was too strong that she stayed emotionless and at night, she would scream in her dreams as she remembers that shocking night. It was a heart break for Sungmin to see the only family he got left in a state like this. How he wish he was rich and maybe he was able to hold revenge not just for his sister but for his whole family.

But once again, everything was taken from him when he saw his noona, hanging with a lifeless body in their kitchen.

“NOOOOOOONA!” He screamed in agony and despair.

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It was raining that dark night. Thunders were roaring and lightning stroked freely above the sky. He didn’t care as he just headed forward. His life was in melancholy and it was never meant to be continued anymore. Why must he live when everyone he loved already left him, when the world already betrayed him. He blankly stared at the horizons of the fuming sea below the storm. The wave collided angrily against the rocks of the cliff he was standing at. A tear plunged down from his face hidden in the heavy rain.

“I’m sorry…” were his last words that were heard as he took one more step to the death he looks forward to.


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His eyes were blurry. It tried to adjust to the blinding light that welcomed his eyes. He saw a woman, smiling to him.

“Ji-min… noona?” He began to mumble. He had hoped that all that had happen was just a nightmare, just a dreadful dream. But to his dismay, it was he feared it to be.

“Welcome back to life, Sungmin-sshi.” A woman with a gentle smile said. He then landed his gaze to another being standing there with another gentle smile.

“Where am I?” He asked. No emotions came pouring from his face.

“You’re in a hidden lab somewhere in Seoul.” The woman said.

“Why did you save me?... You should have left me dead. Just kill me… I don’t want to live anymore.” Sungmin looked away.

“I can’t kill you Sungmin-sshi. I brought you back to life and killing you isn’t possible anymore. The woman said fixing her things. Sungmin was now clueless. What is the woman trying to say? It seems she notices his furrowed expression which leads her to utter those words that shock Sungmin’s senses, “You are already dead Sungmin but you were brought to life by science. Now you are not just a normal person but an advanced being.”

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Sungmin couldn’t accept those facts he learned nevertheless he was trained along Heechul, a hyung who was same as he. As Corvus as they prefer, an unknown specie created by science and brought for selfish deeds of the people Sungmin hated the most.

He trained under them to master the skills he got after being a corvus. He hated the fact he was brought to life once again just to do sinful acts but as they say, ‘Everything has a purpose’.

On the other hand, he never felt alone in his so-called second life. Lee Hyori, Hankyung, Heechul, and the sleeping Eunhyuk became his family. He felt delight and satisfaction that even if he has to kill someone, innocent or not, as long as he came back and see them and be with them, he is okay with it. You can call him selfish but he doesn’t want to be alone anymore. He doesn’t want to experience again the loneliness of losing a family.


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He was standing there when there were tears of joy streaming down in Heechul’s face. Hankyung’s smile was ear to ear as he continuously pecked to Heechul in every inch of his beautiful face. Hyori was there, standing with tears on her face. She didn’t know that in the heartless process of being a corvus , there can be something wonderful that can happen. But there was pain she tried to hide. Sungmin walked to his so-called mother and hold her shoulder.

“Are you okay, ahjumma?” Sungmin did his aegyo. The only thing he does to those who are close to him. Hyori chuckled and lightly punch his shoulder.

“Don’t call me ahjumma even with your aegyo” She said wiping her tears.

“Then don’t cry noona~” He did his aegyo again. Hyori just nodded, “I just missed my daughter. I wonder how is she now?” He whimpered.

“I know Shindong hyung would take care of her.” Sungmin comforted her. They swore never to tell anyone.

He even works twice just to cover up for Heechul when they are doing missions but there are no secrets that were kept hidden.


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He was by his side when Heechul wrecked anything he sees, releasing every inch of his resentment. Heechul kneeled down, tears wouldn’t stop. His once beautiful face tainted with sorrow and agony.

“Sungmin-ah. How could he just let it happen? How could he? His baby, our baby.. Doesn’t he want him? How could he… I thought…” Heechul bawled harder. He was losing patience and all his husband could do is still work to that heartless company. Heechul abruptly stand up and walked which Sungmin quickly followed with words “Hyung, where are you going?”

“I’m taking back my son!” Heechul grunted, still stubbornly walked to his destination.

“Hyung, you can’t! It’s dangerous!” Sungmin warned.

“I don’t care. I'm going with or without your help.” Heechul refused to be held back. Sungmin sighed in defeat. He knows to what pain he is going through. Losing someone you love and felt being betrayed by those you thought who were your companions until the end isn’t new to Sungmin. Now, he doesn’t care anymore. All he cares is to have companion and never be alone again.


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Bang! Bang! Bang!

There were dozens of gunshots that were heard from where he is kneeling in pain, when he was too weak to stand anymore. He thought he was buying sometime, but he was useless as it may seem.

“Argh!”

“Heechul hyung!” Sungmin screamed in agony, hoping there would be a response from the next room where his hyung fled into, still trying so hard to recover what he lost. But there was no response, only echoes of his voice.

“Andwae!” He tried to stand but was only knock down when someone hit the back of his head.


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He was alone in a dark room. He was covered with bruises and cuts but never had he felt pain. He was dead after all. The door of the said room opened and he had hope that a certain noona will show up but instead it was a man he knew so well.

“Don’t expect for Hyori to come pick you up for I won’t bring you to her anymore. I'm disappointed Sungmin.” Sungmin looked away, not really interested anymore to what the man standing there was about to say.

“I don’t know if I can trust you anymore but it will be a waste if I’ll just kill you just like Heechul. You’ll have your new master. The household of Cho will take care of you.” Lee Sooman said. All those people once again left him in complete darkness.

“I’m sorry…” All he could say but not for them but to his hyung, for he was killed with suffering. He felt sorry that he couldn’t give Heechul the happiness he wanted unlike what Heechul did before to him when he felt complete seclusion. Now, he is once again separated to the family he grew attached. The non-blood related family that warmed his heart again to bring his smile back was parted from him. Now, as they wished, he’ll be the heartless being they created him to be.

*End of flashback*


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Kyuhyun parked the car in their huge garage in their mansion. He stared at the beauty sleeping in the passenger’s seat. His closed eyes were still trembling but his breathing was calm. He went out of the car and then opened the door in the passenger seat carefully not to wake him up. He gently lifted him up like a bride as he made his way inside their mansion.

He doesn’t care if all their staffs will be looking in their way with those scandalous stare, all he care about is Sungmin. He gently placed him on his bed and caresses the smoothness of his face.

He loses his tie because for him, it adds the difficulty in breathing for he can no longer hold it inside him. He gritted his teeth as he lose all his clothes and went directly to the bathroom, letting the hot shower to wash away everything, especially the feeling he finally admitted to himself. It seems like yesterday when he first met him, when those blank yet expressive eyes met his. He still remembers how cold Sungmin could be, but still the warmness of his smile was never erased in his mind. He clenched his fist in anger and punched the wall of the shower box, releasing his anger. He wanted to show he care, but he can’t. He wanted to tell him that he love him whatever he may be but never did he for he was afraid. With the environment they are in, he doesn’t know what future will be unfolded to them. And definitely, Sungmin hated him for being a brat master to him. What can he do? It’s the only way he can hide his true feelings.

“I’m sorry… Sungmin-ah… but… I l-love you…” He whimpered under the gushing heat of the shower he is taking. His hands were placed in the cold wall as his face was looking down. His eyes were closed hoping it will stop the tears threatening to stain his face with sorrow.

He flinched at the sudden feeling of arms wrapped around his waist from his back. His head tilt up when he felt a head placed on his back.

“I… think I… love you too… young master…” the figure behind him said. His words were stuck in his throat. He doesn’t know how to respond. He did want to hear those words but he wanted it only to be three with his name. He tried to remove those arms but the figure just tightened with a word, “Ani…”

He felt the figure shook his head at his back. Kyuhyun’s tears started to dispense hidden in the pouring shower.. He doesn’t want to hear another word again. He refused to.

“Please… Sung-“

“I love you… Kyuhyun.” Kyuhyun shudder his head up. Do his ears deceive him now? The wrap around his waist loosened that allowed him to face the figure behind him. The figure pulled his hands away, his face facing down. He was still in clothes that were drenched with water because of the shower continuously flowing.

He lifted his chin and made him face him. His eyes were still trembling yet it shows how he felt.

“I’m sorry young master… but… I couldn’t hide it any longer… I do love you…” Sungmin said with those wavering lips.

There were no words spoken afterwards. He brought his lips to his, capturing those lips he dreamed of tasting. The next thing they knew, clashes of flesh to flesh as they shudder in each others’ touches. The moans of their names and the sound of the droplets of water filled the room as their unspoken love they never thought they have for each other was exposed.

Thought it was still a great mystery for Sungmin how he fell in love with a guy that belongs to the type of people he hated the most. But one thing is for sure, he never felt alone with his presence. The loneliness was never present nor showed sign of appearing when he was with him.


*Flashback*

Sungmin stared at the sitting kid whose eyes were glued to the newest game console he got. He rolled his eyes in how irony became the best friend of his life. His stare drifted to the blue skies above. His family is gone, Heechul is gone, and so were Hankyung, Hyori, and Eunhyuk were separated from him. No one is left to be with him and now he is stuck to spend his entire lifetime with this brat as he may say.

“Here!” He jerked his head as he saw a game console laid in front of him. He looked back to his young master with questions running in his mind.

“Play with it.” His young master supplied, giving him fully the game console. Sungmin stared at him, still clueless on what his young master is trying to do. “Huh, what for young master? W-why?”

“Maybe it will help you smile…” His master replied, his back facing him. “Plus, I’m the only one allowed to have a cold stare.” He continued.

Sungmin blinked twice trying to digest what he just heard. But then those little words made him burst into laughter, a laughter he had never experienced for quite some time, especially after the miseries he had been through. It was a laughter that only Cho Kyuhyun managed to bring back in just a mere sentence. And for Kyuhyun who was looking into him, he never felt proud than before seeing him like that.

*End Of Flashback*


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“I’m sorry Hae… I have to go…

“Andwae! Don’t… don’t be ridiculous Hyukkie!”

“I have too.. for your safety… I love you Hae!”

“Don’t leave me Hyukkie! Don’t leave me!”

Please wait for me… my Donghae…”

“Don’t… jebal!”

“Trust me, I love you…”

“Eunhyuk!” Donghae shouted as he abruptly stood up. His breathing was heavy like someone strangled him in the neck. Beads of sweat continuously form in his forehead and one by one rolled down to his faces. He slumped back. His arm was placed above his forehead. He tried to catch his breath. He closed his eyes but still he saw one face he’ll never forget. He sat up once again. He knew he wouldn’t go back to sleep any moment now. He walked to the bathroom, letting the warm water to calm himself. God knows how he misses Eunhyuk so much. And it hurts so much to be separated from the one you love.

“Hyukjae-ah, saranghaeyo…” He mumbled.

He finished his bath and dried himself. He don’t know if he’ll try to do more shooting somewhere but the calm shine of the moon attracted him more that he went to the balcony instead. He might wake up the others as well.

He stared at the peaceful waves by the sea under the fullness of moonlight. He remembered perfectly how the two married themselves under the same moonlight. How he missed that man who wore the same ring as him. He missed how their fingers intertwined with each other as side by side they stood together. He missed how he clings onto him as he blabber anything he sees. He missed how every night he’ll moan his name with lust and love as both of them fulfil each others’ need. He missed how he say ‘I love you’ with pride and a gummy smile. He missed how their lips will clash to each other just to express their love. Those are just few things he missed. All he can say is he misses everything about him and words are not enough to express those.

“I missed you… my Hyukkie.”

He closed his eyes as the cold breeze softly blows into him. He then stiffened up when he felt a pair of arms wrapping around his waist. He touches it, trailing those hands with smoothness that he knew so well. He wanted to look back but the arms around him prevented it.

“Don’t” He ordered. Donghae flinched hearing that voice, that voice that will linger in his heart.

“H-hyukkie?” his heart was beating faster. Was he dreaming again? Was his mind playing a trick on him? Or did Eunhyuk finally come back?

“Hae…” the unknown figure started. But for Donghae, he knew him perfectly well. He couldn’t be mistaken. It was him, the man he truly loves.

“I’m sorry…” Eunhyuk continued.

“Aniyo… You don’t have to be sorry Hyukkie… as long as you’re back, I’m fine with it.” He coaxes him. His smile started to form. He was indeed happy that Eunhyuk was finally back and definitely, he wouldn’t let him go anymore.

“Hae, remember what you said before about saying ‘I’m sorry’?” Eunhyuk asked making Donghae clueless.

“If you do something bad and you meant it and it might hurt others, that’s the time you will say sorry…”

Those are the exact words or one of the main points he wanted to pointed out before and he don’t know why Eunhyuk asked now if all times.

“I’m sorry… Hae…” He repeated as the grips of the arms let go, finally letting Donghae to move and face Eunhyuk.

“Hyukkie, I told you-“

Click!

“H-hyukkie?!”

Donghae’s eyes widened. He didn’t understand what’s happening anymore. Right before his eyes stood the man he loves and was waiting for. But it wasn’t the same anymore. His eyes were emotionless, not like those before that were full of life. His red wavy hair was dyed black, darkness unfolded his aura. And his hand, which was full of warmth, now held a cold metal gun pointed at his head.


EUNHYUK’S POV

Kill him, that’s my mission. He needed to die. I can’t let him live I am thankful he had take good care of me, feed me, clothed me and loved me.

Wait, loved me? Does that even exist? He loved me? No, he just used me. He just used me and took advantage of me. And I will never forgive you, especially to what you did to those who I loved.



*FLASHBACK*


I was still hiding in Hyori noona’s chamber. It’s been like almost a month since I came back here. I don’t mind hiding as long as Donghae will be safe from them and then, the door clashed open revealing someone I was familiar with.

“Oh, Hankyung-ah…” I smiled into him.

“You… should… leave.” He was catching his breath. But what, he’s asking me to leave? Waeyo?!

“I think it isn’t necessary to ask Hyukjae to leave. He was home anyway.” My body couldn’t move. I stiffened up as I heard his voice. I turned my head and I was right. Lee Sooman, the guy who changed my whole life.


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“I’m really glad you are back.” He greeted me when we are alone at his chamber and hugged me. I still felt the friendship we have. He was one of those I treasure most. He may be bad but still.

“I’m sorry…” I bit my lower lip. I know I did the right thing to save Donghae before. But I still felt guilty. He was the one who took care of me and brought me to the place I can call home.

“It’s okay. I know you’ll be able to come back safe and sound. I’m just thankful they didn’t hurt you.” Hurt me? But? I don’t understand.

“Here, drink some tea. It may help you calm down.” He said handling me a cup of tea. I don’t know what’s happening… Hurt me? I sip some of my tea to help me calm down and it did. I'm thankful.

“They took you from us. They erased your memories so they could cloud it with their lies. I just hope you wouldn’t believe them.” He said. Believe them? But?! It can’t be. Are they…

“They are using you Hyukjae. They are using you to go against us…”

Andwae! You’re lying. Wait! Donghae?!

“Aniyo… I’m with Donghae, the one who I save before.” Yeah! I’m with Donghae and he… he loved me.

“I don’t know if I should tell you this Hyukjae…” He said. What was he trying to say? My hand started to tremble, making me spill my tea. I’m afraid to know what he’ll say.

“I don’t know if you can hold the truth…”

“What truth? Don’t be ridiculous, he love me.” I shouted. It can’t be. He said he love me. We even got married.

“That’s what they do Hyukjae. They manipulate anyone’s feeling so they would go against us. They did the same to Hyori before. They even got her daughter with them. Taemin’s mother, a corvus like you… they killed him. Now you, the most perfect corvus… They wanted you to go against us… Your real family…”

Please stop! Jebal! I’m begging you! I covered my ears. I don’t want to hear anything anymore. My tears came pouring, blurring my vision. My heart is aching. Kangin hyung? Leeteuk hyung? D-donghae…

“No, Donghae love me and I believe him.” I firmly said. Yeah, I believe him but why is my mind saying differently. Argh!

“I’m sorry Hyukjae-ah… But the Donghae you believe in. he’s not the one you believe you save before.” Huh? My gaze shifted to him. His back figure is facing me as he face the fireplace.

“Don’t you remember Hyukjae… what really happened? Did they really cloud your mind against us? Our little Donghae never lived. Don’t you remember how Haejin took her life after Donghwa died in a mission? Don’t you remember?”

Donghae never lived. But, I left him to Teukie hyung’s family. Ah, my head is hurting. Why can’t I remember everything? Damn it!

“I guess they did manipulate you. They showed you that our organization is for selfish cause but truthfully, we are just giving security and second life to those who died with unhappiness in life.” Manipulated me? My memories? My feelings?! “Please don’t be like Hyori. They will do everything just to end our organization. They even use our dear Donghae’s name.”

“It can’t be… if Donghae never lived, who the one…was” I can’t continue. I was terribly hurt. I can’t take it anymore.

“The Donghae you believe in was their head, the one who thought and planned all about this. He was the mastermind. He may be called Donghae, but he wasn’t the same Donghae you saved before.”

“Please, stop it… I can’t…”

“He has to stop Hyukjae… He needed to die.”

“I can’t… please don’t…” My knees gave in as I kneeled in the red carpet. I hugged myself as tears continuously rolled down. My head hurts. My heart was aching. I don’t know what to believe anymore. Did he really love me if he is what Sooman had said he is? To the friends I believed in, are they real?

“Donghae just played the role of controlling you. He never loved you and he never will. Once when their plan was successful, they will kill you. To them, you were just a toy they owned. I’m sorry Hyukjae. But it’s the truth.”

Please stop!

“You are the only one who can stop him. You must kill him.”

No! It can’t be! ANDWAE!

*END OF FLASHBACK*


“You are the only one who can stop him. You must kill him.” I remember those are the last words Sooman gave me before I set to this mission. I shouldn’t be weak. I must kill him. I will never forgive him. He used me. He played with my feelings.

“I must kill you. I need to kill you…” I said stepping backwards.

“Hyukkie? Waeyo? What’s wrong?” He said and approached me.

“Don’t come closer or I’ll really shoot you.” I warned him. Just pull the trigger Hyukjae. Darn it! Why can’t I? Suppress your feelings, you idiot.

“Hyukkie ple-”

“Don’t call me, Hyukkie.” Please don’t. Andwae! I felt my cheek being cupped that made me realize my tears are oozing down.

“Please don’t… I need to…” I begged. I’m so confused. To whom am I suppose to believe?

“Then tell me why?” That question caught me off guard. I don’t know what to say anymore.

“Be-cause…” It choked out to my mouth. I can’t say it. I look at his eyes, those orbs I’m so captivated. I wonder if that stare was even real. Those orbs that give you warm and light but I can’t let my guard down. My words were stuck within my throat. I couldn’t say it but I must “I h-hate… you.”

He closes his eyes and took a deep breath. What the hell is he doing? Is he finally showing who he really is? I must do it, to end everything. That’s all.

A smile formed in his face as he slowly moved my hand that holding his gun. I should struggle but none of my muscles or reflex acted. I just allowed him as he poked the gun on his chest. What the heck is he doing? Move, you pabo! Take your gun and fight me. I just wish I can say those words out but I couldn’t. My mind and heart is battling a lot. Jebal. Let this end.


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NORMAL POV
(Eunic monkey’s note: sorry need to change POVs. I think you’ll feel the scene more when it’s in Normal POV. ^^ Enjoy)

“Then do what you must… kill me…” Those words from Donghae pierce Hyukjae, tearing it to tiny pieces. Why must it hurt like this when he knew Donghae was just playing on him? Well that’s what he believed in. His mind and heart was clashes against each other. He needed to end this once and for all. But his hand wouldn’t move. He couldn’t pull the trigger.

He just let out his frustrations, “Why can’t you fight me! You idiot! I'm going to kill you and you’re still smiling. You idiot!”

“Hyuk-”

“Don’t call my name.” He bursts out. How Donghae called out his name with gentleness weakened Eunhyuk, his hand was still trembling. “Please… don’t call me like that…” He shut his eyes while biting his lower lip. That is all he can think to prevent himself from crying anymore.

“I’m sorry…” Donghae tried to haul Hyukjae closer but then the latter pushed him back with his gun.

“Don’t! Why are you doing this to me? Why can’t I kill you? Why are you acting like this? Aren’t you supposed to fight with me or kill me? Why?!” Hyukjae bursts again, his eyes were red and swollen but the tears wouldn’t stop. He was hurting inside.

“I’m sorry Hyukkie but I l-love you.” Donghae said caressing Hyukjae’s face and wiping those tears. He brought their face together, closing the gap. He brushed his lip and slowly closed his eyes as he claimed once again those luscious red plumps he misses the most. He moved forward, pinning the man to the walls that separates Donghae’s room and the balcony. Donghae grabbed his nape to deepen the kiss. He licked Eunhyuk’s lower lip asking for entrance to the sweet cavern he misses most and he did. He slid his tongue in, entangling it with Hyukjae’s as he presses his body down even if the gun is still poking his chest. After the long heated kiss, they separated to catch their breath. Eunhyuk opened his eyes to Donghae. Slowly he looks up and was met with Donghae’s awaiting eyes.

“I’m sorry…”

BANG!