Knowing Me Better~ Knowing You Better :D

[silverdoll14]

BOO!!!

Annyeong! Konnichiwa! Hello everyone. I have my LiveJournal for quite some time already and I haven’t properly introduced myself huh? That’s why I ended up doing an introduction post. I am Monic from Philippines. You can call me Monic, Nic, Nicanor, Mekmek, Lora, Dora and a lot more if you want. (hahaha~) I wonder how should I do this? Listing down anything huh is better ne?

Facts about me:
Contacts
Twitter: @6002TheMekMek
Tumblr: mekmek14.tumblr.com

Personally about me

- Moody but hyper girl
- Proud Filipina
- Proud southpaw (left-handed)

- I don’t really like reading books. I was only able to finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows and it took me almost a month to finished that book. Although when it comes to fanfictions, I can finish reading a 20-chaptered fic in 1 day.

- I like exploring things with history like going into ruins and such. (For now, I can only go to Intramuros. *pouts*)

- I haven’t ridden a plane.

- I have 14 to 16 17moles throughout my face alone (I wonder in how many in my whole body?).

- I have more words to write than words to say. (In other words, I more comfortable in writing my own opinions rather than saying it.)

- I tend to be alone but company doesn’t really annoy me.

- I always hang out in café just to spend time either using the net, writing or reading fics.

- I always act older when it comes to my older sister.

- I’m 5'6 the last time I check.

- I’m fickle minded sometimes (most of the times maybe?).

- I like listening to any music but the upbeat or mellow songs tend to really hook me to it that I end up listening to one music for months.

- Even if I’m talkative, I’m actually shy and quite insecure.

- I’m hyperactive and spontaneous like Aiba Masaki XD

- I easily cry when I’m watching sad movies or reading sad fics but I hardly cry for myself

- I’m a person who isn’t picky. What’s presented to me is already fine whatever it is.

- I’m quite lazy but ironically, I’m a zealous person.

- I’m a restless person that I need to move every second or do something.
- I'm really a clingy person so expect I'd be putting my hand on you while we are talking if we really became classmates and you talk to me frequently.
- I guess I love calling people who I'm close with pet names like daddy, baby and so on.
- I love playing video games
- Honestly, I'm more comfortable around guys than girls.
- I love high places that's why I want to go to rooftops if its available.
- I want to try bungee jumping.
- Always daydreaming I guess.
- Honestly, when i'm talking to people, even though I'm paying attention to the one speaking,  my eyes are still travelling within our surroundings.
- I think I work better with procrastination.
- Lately, I have a thing for left-handed people.
-  My fetishness in a guy is weird. I dunno if I should say it. :P

When it comes to fangirling

- an ELF since 2008

- an Arashi fan since 2011
- a DBSK/JYJ/DB2K fan since Dec 2012.

- Ohmiya, YunJae and HaeHyuk shipper, also add HanChul, KyuMin, Sakuraiba and Yoosu shipper too.

- My first KPOP fandom is Super Junior and haven't really falter. Although I'm a lie-low fan for now.

- My first Jpop fandom is KAT-TUN but then Arashi won my heart. Though I still follow them in their activities.

- I self-proclaim myself as Arashi’s Riida Ohno Satoshi’s twin sister even though we’re almost 13 years apart.

- Jaejoong's left palm's line is quite similar to my right palm's (so just let me spazz about it XD).

- My favorite Arashi member is Ninomiya Kazunari

- My favorite Super Junior member is Lee Hyukjae aka Eunhyuk
- My favorite DBSK/JYJ/DB2K members are Kim "Hero" Jaejoong and Jung 'U-know' Yunho
(well, what can I do, YunJae did lead me into DBSK fandom after 5 years in KPOP)

- Kaze and Truth are my all-time favorite Arashi songs.

- Opera and Reset are my all-time favorite Super Junior songs.
- Love In Ice and No Pain No Gain are my now- favorite DBSK songs.
- Crushing over actors Mukai Osamu, Shunsuke Daito and Jeremy Renner

Eating habits
- I love corn, chocolate mousse, corn, mushrooms, sushi and CORN!!

- I can cook but its more likely experiment food but I got to warn you, I have a weird taste so unusual mixes doesn't really scare me.

- I practically can eat anything but like I said, I really have a weird taste.
- When I'm eating french fries especially McDonald's, I usually dipped it in my drink (e.g. soda, ice tea, etc.) rather than ketchup.
- I can eat a meal with just rice but let me add soy sauce, calamansi and Parmesan as toppings.
- I eat rare steaks, medium rare to be precise. I want to try eating raw meat though.
- I love sashimi and melon pan
- I believe in "Save the best for last" that's why the best part of the food I'm eating will be the last one I'll eat.

Sleeping habits
-I’m heavy sleeper (literally).
- I cross-leg,
- sometimes sleeps diagonally,
- There's always music playing through my earphones before sleeping and I just let it go off automatically
- Either my hands in each side of my head or I use it as my pillow
- I usually sleep flat in my stomach

Talents / Hobbies / Weird Habbits

- I love to draw, to dance and to write.
- A fanfic writer since April 7, 2007 starting from Gakuen Alice but I only finished 3 series.
- I easily adapt or get influence by people's mannerisms

- Started writing lyrics since 2009 or 2010
- I love writing fantasy and angst genre fics
- I love covering dances
- I can memorize a dance just by looking at it

- I can bite easily steps/routines but timing is my weakness.

AM I THAT OPEN? hehehehehe~ be the judge of that...

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For personal matters, please pm me here in LJ or comment on this post, or contact me through twitter or tumblr.I love meeting new friends so hopefully you could introduce yourselves too in this post as comments so I can know you better. I don't mind listening to your problems and such so if you just wanna talk then you can talk to me. Like I say, I don't bite.
RAWR! ^,....,^




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Comments

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

You have skin allergy o__O??? Ehhhhhh????????? Asthma(like my classmate) O.O?? Woah....

HUUUUURRRRAAAAAAHHH XDXD!! BANZAAAAIII!!!

Uwwwaaa~~~ You need to write this into a fic and explain to me how you two met (either one of them) XD Ahhahaa, JE for Johnnys Entertainment and PD for.... Penguin Duckies XD? I'm sure it's going to be a LOOOOOONNNNGGG fic~ :3

o__O Does it sound wierd if I say my crushes are similar to you? I used to like this guy that I was on talking terms with as well. Well, I didn't get close to him to get a girl jealous... Heck, I thought my best friend was in love with him (><) I was pretty close with him so we kinda got gossiped together... But I transferred schools so I couldn't meet him... Now my current crush, I don't even know if I like him! I mean, he's so great, I was sure it was just admiration... I don't know a single thing anymore D:

Like my pretty friend XD You guys are similar~ She doesn't hug guys in my school (and I don't even know which guy is gay..) But every morning she'll hang out with the guys. Just this morning, this guy started hugging this other guy and danced crazy XD As in, pulled his arm to move into a strange... star jump ish kind of pose XD Really fun :3

Maybe~ And maybe that's where I get my fighting skills? Heehee, I can strangle every girl (of course) and can somehow match the power of a guy's XD

WOOHOO!! And I'm watching Popcorn tour while commenting this *o*

Heehee, I would go: "Gaaahh!!!" While hitting my best friend. She's like my punching bag... heehee... though she's almost the opposite of me :3

D: I lost.... I'm 166... so... somewhere near Nino and Ohchan?

o__o Um... don't ask me!! Ask my brain TTATT Let's see... when the guy looks very cute in my eyes? As in... er... when he smiles or laughs, or makes me laugh, I somehow click with the guy :D

She sure is ;) And when she says that, I go: "Teeejjjaaa!!!! (her nickname) Stop being so observant!!" and she goes, "but Mark's shirt is too tight for Eman!!" Really, I don't know whether to laugh or get mad :3

Already did~ Heehee

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Yes, it's actually skin asthma, my skin is too sensitive plus its summer so it is reacting against the hot weather too much... Good thing it's only in my arms and not throughout the skin... surely it's hell to me... and now I'm forbidden to eat chocolate since the derma said, it triggers it... *sighs*

I'm releasing a fic that is inspired how my relationship with PD but then it's in a different fandom so I dunno if you'll be able to read it. Maybe just imagine them as Arashi members? Dunno... Not really, of course I won't put everything... :P well maybe the important ones... I'll let you know if ever...

Nope... it's means we are compatible too? hahaha~ Well, it's honestly confusing ne? i wonder if you ever cry for him? With PD, I did cry when he said before that he'll court someone (of course I didn't let him know but then yeah~ hahahaha...) That's why I could really say that it's much deeper plus it's my first time to cry about a guy... *blushes*

Yeah, maybe we are the type of girls who is know one-of-the-boys? hahahaha~ I guess it's the manly hug, the type of hug the you bump each others chest after pulling each other's hand? Something like that?

LOL~ YAH! YOU'RE BEATING YOUR BEST FRIEND... But I must say I do hit sometimes people if I get excited rather than embarass, especially if I'm with my guy friends... hahaha~ I always tap their arms esp the times they would tease me about being big... hahaha, sometimes I even playfully strangle them... but when I'm with my female friends, I'm more composed. hahahahaha~

Maybe? We can actually learn some moves from movies right? hahahaha~

Well, you are still 13 years old you still have till 18 before you height is official.. Same height as Nino I guess?

We are mostly the same, especially the smile... kyaaah~ especially Nino-kind of smiles... hahaha~ *melts*

Speaking of Popcorn concert, I was watching it before I was replying this... OMG! it's really heaven for me... especially how the production was, also the graphics and effects.. and I also love Ohno's choreo... OMO!!!! I think out of all the concert I watch for Arashi, Popcorn was the most refreshing...


Being observant is not bad... she's actually like Nino then... XD

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

Heh? There's asthma for skin? I thought asthma is just for breathing problems... there's more? Waaaaahh~ What kind of derma doesn't let the patient eat choco!! >< Choco is heavennn!! Nuuuuuu!!! Gambatte!!!

Awww~~ So one of the members of the other fandom is similar to PD eh? Ahahaah~ Maybe I'll tell my Kpop fan friend to read it and explain to me the story :3? I get their names confused... so... Ooooohh, I so want to(but can't) read it DX!!

Confusing nee~ I'm pretty heartbroken when I realized my current crush was probably just admiration... *sigh* I don't know, my eyes get watery when I see him... I keep most things to myself, so sometimes I just burst and cry D: But I usually just get my eyes all watery :3

Oh no,it's the real hug first.... then he did the bag hug and danced all romantic kind of way...It's hillarious XD Then the guy beside them said, "Hans( his nick), they're looking at you like you're gay!!" And we just cracked and laughed really loud!!

Naah, I just hit her if she beats me in something D: I strangle her with 20% of my power and she goes "Owww!! OWOWOWOW!!" Other girls don't shout when I strangle them though :3 Heehee.... There are a few guys who are scared of me so they say, "Please don't get mad" I mean, I just stood up from my seat!! Meh XD

I don't know D: the only things I learn from movies is that guys in movies can never be guys in real life XD

Heehee, I'm taller than my 2 sisters which are currently 18 and 20 years old XD

Uh-huh, those smiles are so adorably sweet... Graaaaaaahhhh! I can't talk like this with my friends D:

Lolz, really? I haven't watched the second part, so I still think Ara-fes was awesome. Gimmick Game *o* I mean, after Ara-fes, I played Gimmick like 3 times in repeat almost everyday!! Heehee

Yeaaah~ Haahaa!! Though she's a really perverted girl :S She openly talked about his *hoeh* with a guy DX

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Yeap, something like that.... I dunno really how but that's how they call it. It just my skin easily reacts with the weather especially with summer. and my derma said that chocolate triggers it so no chocolate for me... maybe in colder season since it doesn't effect much by those days... hehehe~ Ne! Gambaremasu!

Well, my personality is quite similar to the uke and the seme is somewhat similar to PD so yeah... but honestly, it's also suits Nino and Ohno... hahahahah~ Oh well...

Well, love can't really an obvious thing. You'll just see yourself suddenly inlove... plus, you're still 13 so there are more years to experiences different kind of love ne... I mean it isn't just finding a long time partner right? there's also love in family and friends ne? So always remember just live to your to the fullest and experience anything you'll grow with.. (Wait, why am I suddenly like an old lady saying wise-cracks? Aigoo?)

Well, there really might be really something or I'm just jumping to conclusions with all yaio that surrounds me... Please excuse me~ hahahaha~

LOL~ they are scared of you? Then I envy you! at least you could boss them around? Just kidding! though you go girl! XD


Well, not quite true... there are guys like in the movies but it pretty rare XD

Eh? well, I dunno, I'm also taller with my older sister, she's 25 years old but same height as you... Guess, youngest does get higher mostly?

Why not? Don't you have heart to heart talks sometime?


Yeah, Arafes is awesome but it's just that there's more freshness in Popcorn I guess... I dunno, I even like Sho's solo part and repeated it most of the time... I dunno, out of all of them, he is the most refreshing one in that concert... kuuuh~ Plus, the graphics are heaven for me as an aspiring animator, i so wanna make like those in the future... kuuuh~

his hoeh with a guy? experience with a guy or fantasy for a guy? I'm confuse... hahahaha~

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

I asked all my friends, they went, "Dude, asthma is breathing! How could skin have trouble breathing?!" Lolz, so confused... Woah... so bad... D: Choco is supposed to be the best stuff for relaxing... Please let winter come faster so you can eat choco TTATT

Awwww~~~~ Dang, I get so worked up when it's something about a couple. So sweet! Oh-chan and Nino, similar to them? Sweeeet~

Ahahaha, I guess you're right... Heehee~ this is a really cute topic... Well, definitely better than the topics my friends talk about. Like, which guy is hotter, which one looks best, which one do you think would be blah! I always silently snap when I hear them talk. Heehee.... You're right, you talk like a super wise grandma :D

Nah, it's just the craziness the guys in my class have... I hate them AND love them at the same time.... I luv my class *huggles everyone in my mind* Lol, you're the third(I think) yaoi lover that I know XD

Ahahaha, only the guys that are bigger than me are the one that aren't scared, so they talk more casually... the other guys usually look on the floor or somewhere else when they talk to me XD Wuahahahaaaaa!!

Good thing they're rare :D I hate those types of prince-y guys... Heehee, I'm strange, I know XD

Ahahahaa, even some of the teachers say I grew quiet a lot in the past year... hehehe, maybe it's true? So the next generation is going to be taller than the old one?

Yeah, but they talk about how hot guys are... I wanna talk about WHY and WHO they like :3 Heehee~ Though I'm scared of those talks, coz sometimes I feel that my best friend also likes my crush >.<

AhahahaXD You're right, the Sho solo is sooooooo cool~~ I love Popcorn as well XD I know huh, Sho-kun was so~ amazinggg!!!! >w< Plus, Kazoku Game is SO awesome!! He looks so cool now *o* Lolz, awww~ Dream inspiration~ XD

Er.... as in... his sexual organs DX I feel like puking when they talk about his *womits* errrrggghhh HUEEEHH!!

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Hisashiburi! Sorry but it's been awhile...

Yeap, that's what we call allergies that has to do with air and water, like sudden change in weather causes a reaction within the skin... Well, that's how I understand it anyway. and for the record, I do recall that skin do breathes. hahahahaha~ Well, my doctor said I can still eat but as much as possible better avoid it. :D

Yeah, something like that. I'm more like Nino while he's a bit like Oh-chan (Though ironically, I do claim myself as Riida's twin sister right? hahahaha~)

hehehehe~ I do enjoy talking about love lifes.. there are even moments suddenly I babble to my friends some moments I shared with PD or JE that really makes my heart boom boom... I dunno, it just whenever I recall those kinds of moments, I just end up smiling, how about you? do you feel that kind of feeling too whenever you remember moments with your crush? hihihihi~

Well, that craziness does make you enjoy highschool life right. I mean if you go to college, there are times you'll wish you can go back to your highschool... hahahaha~

I'm only the third? Well, you'll definitely grow to it soon... and you will be the fourth yaoi lover that you know soon... hahahaha~ just kidding! XD

Yeap, height does make you a bit higher in class standing ne? I mean, you'll be in the so called status of people you don't want to mess with... I do have that advantage too~ hahahaha *high five*

That's what I predict... I mean I have cousins who are similar your age and they are already quite tall too... but it also depends on the growth factor or genes but most likely, later generation seems to be higher...

So they don't go to the heart to heart talk? Well, it sure does make it awkward when you learn that your best friend has the same crush as you... I haven't really experienced it though... >_<

I haven't watch Kazoku game... maybe after the series is done... I like it when I watch it continuously.... By the way, what dramas from each member had you watch? I'm curious? XD

Eh? As in? Well, between me and the guy I told you about who I have heart to heart talks, there are times he does reveal guy's stuff (I won't emphasis) but he doesn't go all the way in too much detail... OMG! I don't what to say to your friend? Chotto? who's friend are we talking about again? A girl or a boy? the one who is observant right?

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

Heehee, I was drowning with HW(mainly literature) as well :3

:O my friend's skin is similar to yours... Her skin goes all itchy and the hair stands when she enters a swimming pool.. Uwaaaa D: Skin breathes?!!?!?! EEEHHH?!?!?! OMG, what have I learned in biology D: That means you can eat choco... There is hope!!! XD

Heehee, that's super cute :3 Ohmiya fan here... Heeeheee, You guys must be so sweet when you're together ;)

Naah... I never talk about that... Probably because I'm not comfortable about talking about him, the most popular guy in my grade and the guy that my friends call 'hot'... I go doki doki as well~ Like I could suddenly smile... Heehee...

I'm thinking that college is better... maybe because I'll be more interested in becoming the real me :D It's wierd for me, my family knows a side of me, my friends know another side, but I never tell them the real side of me D: I do love the craziness in my class though :D

Yeah, you're third... first was my observant friend, second my sister, third you... O_O I am?! EEEEEKK :3

I just hit a guy today for barely missing my head with the ball. I mean, in the field? fine.. Inside class? Not fine. I shouted like, "IF YOU WANT TO PLAY, COULD YOU PLEASE JUST DO IT OUTSIDE?!" And he went like, "Yes2, SORRY!!!" Heeeheee

My cousin is 170+ and he's 15... my 14 year old crush was 174... Ikr, it makes me creeped out as well XD Some teachers even told me I became taller :d

It sure is... *sigh* I feel that she suddenly gets eager and fired up when he talks... since she's usually quiet... I don't know anymore DX Though I hope the sleepover I'll have after exams won't talk about it...

IT IS AWESOMEEEE!!!! OMG I LOVED IT XD After the drama ends, you GOTTA watch it!!! XD Hm... Ryusei no Kizuna, Maou, Hanadan, Quiz Show, Kagi no Kakkata Heya, tried Nazodi... Tried Yamada Taro as well... Woah, not much.... hmm ._.

Er.. probably like that? She goes off asking him about (i shall use biological terms) his testicle or penis *Mini womits* I always say to my best friend, " okay she's talking about that, now RUN!!!" We're talking about the observant one.. She's observant, a drama queen, a pervert AND a yaoi lover... ._.

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Maybe she does have a bit allergy with swimming pool. I don't really have problem with swimming pools but when the wate is hot, that's the time my skin does react to it... Well, that's what I recall... never really paid attention to biology too... Yeap, there's still hope. don't worry XD

Kinda? I mean, it feels like we are together when we aren't. When we were highschool, people thought us to be together sometimes... and then before, we also go home together, while we travel, there are times we feel sleepy that we lean our heads to each other's shoulder.

ooooh~ well, I guess it's normal to go doki doki ne? do you blush because of it? hahahaha~ sorry, I just remembered my friends talking about what make-up to do for our MAS Night last time, and then I told them that I won't have one but rather just go for the natural look... I dunno how we ended our talk towards JE and they begin teasing me that I don't need blush on anymore, because I have instant blush on whenever I heard JE's name... hahaha~

don't worry, I think we can't really be all our self at the same time... I mean, there are only side you can really show to your family, and then another to your friends and then another to those you meet in net... it still you anyways... XD

Well, in college, you're actually more freerer but then you have to be more responsible... I mean of course you could try a lot of things but then you should be ready for consequences it will afterwards... hahaha~ (LOL, I"m talking like an old grandma again~)

Well, it depends the level of your curiousity or how your curiousity will take you... so don't worry... I won't force yaoi into you... I'll just make you more curious *evil laugh* mwahahaha!

That's part of growing up anyways... so don't be too surprize about the height in the future...

It depends how you will avoid the topic... Wow, sleepover? Haven't been to one... Well, I had but with cousins and usually we really talk about ourselves and our problems and so on... so i don't really know... but it will be great if you guys do hav heart to heart talk, it means you guys do trust each other...


Yeap, definitely... I'm seeing snippets and screen shots and it looks promising (specially Sho's psychophatic side *grins*)

Wow, hmmm... I watch all Aiba's drama except My Girl (I did watch it but didn't get to really finish it), Sho's Nazodi and The Quiz Show 2, Nino's Yamada Tarou Ryusei no Kizuna, Ohno's Maou, Kaibutsu-kun and Kagi no Ka He, Jun's Lucky Seven, Gokusen and Hanadan 1... although Nino is my favorite, i think was able to watch more Ohno and Aiba's drama since those two rarely does drama and Nino's too many that i lost track I guess.. .hahahaha~

hahahaha~ That's girl is something... but a girl to talk something like that? I dunno... I will do feel embarass talking to her... I mean even I talk sometimes I about it with a guy we don't go on details... just vague ideas I guess... I guess she is pretty much detailed.. After all, she's too observant too... hahaha~

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

Alooohhaa~ Been a while since I went on.... (CURSE YOU EXAMS!!!) I finally have a holiday in the middle of exams!!! WOOHOO!!!! I missed you Internet~

Probably like that... My friend hates swimming pool... Heehee~ doesn't allergy mean spots? She doesn't get spots, but she said she doesn't feel right. Lol, I hate biology... and my exam was hell D: WOOOO~ Go Chocolateeee!!!!

Awwww..... That's so sweet~ Heehee, are you sure you guys reaaalllllyyyy aren't dating? Or actually has a one-sided feeling for you D:? This is sooooo sweet :3

Of course I go doki2~ That's why its called crush rite ;) Always go for the natural look!.... Unless the serious heavy make up suits you... But of course, my friend(which my sister calls as drama queen)(and also the perverted yaoi fanfic lover)(same girl) denies that fact D: Weeeee~~~~~ Soooooo cuuttte!!! It's so nice to have friends who know who you are crushing on~ Heehee

I don't know, I have like different parts of me... I really hate this image thing kind of stuff D: Well, this is the world and reality~

I used to look forward to college... Tokyo U was my dream university, but my mom keeps telling me to aim for America just because I can speak English and get pretty decent results --" And they keep telling me that Japan's very discriminating towards woman.... Now I stay confused... And I'm starting to wish the days would just stop when we enter high school and enjoy life.... (yes you are, and I'm talking like the emo I never thought I am...)

Eeeeeeeeep!!!!! I can handle sweet ohmiya fluff, but not ohmiya kissy2!! *weep*

Yaaaay~ I actually reached my dream height, so I don't mind growing taller or shorter anymore ^o^

Mmhm... I think we were, my friend's dad is off to... somewhere... and my friends are attached to me >w< The last time I had a sleepover with my cousins, we ended up talking about boys (our preferences) and Vampire Diaries, her favourite US drama-ish. I want to, but I'm scared that they are also interested in my crush, since he's so sporty, popular, cute and pretty smart >.<

I just watched the latest chapter and I was shouting(in my mind): "I KNEW IT!!!!!!!!!! HE WAS WORKING WITH THAT PERSON!!!!!" Heehee~ He looks so cool there... BTW, Kazoku Game's elder brother reminds me of Nino... you gotta see him XD

I'm not interested in Aiba, and the plot wasn't that well for me, so I never watch his dramas~ Tried Nazodi... but I got bored mid-way.... Not much to Lucky Seven... Have I told you I hated Domyouji~ Heeehee~ I love Nino and Ohno and Sho dramas~ Yaaaaay! I still can't wait for the Platina Data DVD!!

I know right... She's fun and all... other than the mood swings, but she's soooo perverted >< She's the only girl who is SUPER excited about the reproduction chapter. This guy when knew she watches those, he said: "Woah, so girls also watch porn??" And I felt like facepalming myself....

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD SUN!!! HISASHIBURI! IT’S BEEN AGES NE? my turn to curse… CURSE YOU PROJECTS!
I was in the middle of finals projects when you replied so I can’t reply to long comments… but finally, I got at least one week vacation.. :D

Yeah , because of that I have lots of spots that’s why it annoys me… but then thankfully, they said Istill haves smooth skin but there are just black spots …

Nope! We are just friends and it’s actually one-sided… I dunno, honestly, our relationship is kinda bit complicated? Well, maybe in my part Iguess…

I’m not yet working so I prefer natural looks but if I go to work then probably that when I start really working with make ups…

I hate to admit it, but your Mom is right but then I think it’s time to prove them otherwise and shout women can do it too… hahahaha~ you still have three years(?) to think it true. Always remember to follow your heart .

Hahahaha~ I started like that you know but then like I said, never say something finished because changes are inevitable… :P

What exactly is your dream height?

You don’t want to share your crush huh? Well, we are from different school so are crushes are different… are you and your cousins go to the same school?

Eh? I am so gonna try to watch Kazoku game. Sho’s dramas are interesting…

I dunno, when I first learning about Bartender, I become curious since he’s talking about cocktails and I really like to know about it’s meanings… but lately, we haven’t yet downloaded anything so we’ll see what more I can watch. Yeap, you mention hating Domyouji before… hehehehe~

I think I’m seeing myself at her but I don’t go all detailed… hahaha… well, it’s the stereotype thing to think we don’t watch porn when we do you know… better tell you guy friend about that… hahahahahahaA

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

So happy you had a holiday TT~TT But my holiday ends in a week (NOOOO..!!!!) Hope you enjoy your holidayyy :3 I enjoyed mine with online games :D

Are? Black spots? Not red? Ikve seen people with black spots when they were born, but due to a certain allergy-ish kind of thing? Hm.. Okashii na..

Reminds me of my pretty friend, AGAIN :| Remember the one that looked pretty without make-up? The word complicated describes your relationship and hers too ._. Well, nothing is perfect... T.T

Probably will always stay natural :D Natural make-up I mean... Opinions will change with time though ._.

TT^TT I want to follow my heart and what I like but people keep saying no... I mean, I just want a decent college with an IT degree and hopefully could give me a scholarship.. Is that not good enough my family and friends TTATT??!!!! ._. I hate thinking in an adult way..

Guess you're right D: I never know if one day I'd be able to like reading Ohmiya in that sense.. People change after all ._.

Around 167-168cm(which I am ^^)

I don't know anymore.. I'm really scared my suspicions were correct >< No, no.. My cousins live in a different country ._. It just gets plain akward if you like the same guy as your best friend...

It's AMAZINNGGG *squeaaall* So good.. Must..watch... Quiz Show is nice as well :D

I'm actually not reading any story plots except Nino or Ohno or Sho's movies XD So yeah, I don't know bartender's plot ._. You'll probably spend time watching the AWESOME Kazoku game •o• Never did like Jun... Or his roles... :D

Let's just say, she's the hardcore version of you XD She makes amazing art too >W< I.. Don't understand.. So you think you're not watching when you are...? Hm.. Ah, it was just a moment, so... No need to tell BD

PS: I have something I want to ask(since you seem to understand one-sided feelings) (PSS: A huge chunk of story downstairs ._. Beware..)

Around an hour ago, right on the day I posted this comment, I was playing my game(Audition ._.) I was playing with my group of friends and my couple. Since we were pretty close to being married(though only meeting a week ago ._.), he decided to share something. He has an in-game family tree( not the real family. Just people pretending to be his family ._.). I think he was married before, so he met someone and that person became his child. That child(girl) though, was troublesome. She was very pouty and demanding(though she's really a sweet girl) and gets very moody easily. Of course, my group of friends who knew her was worried, so we were all sad when she started getting all pouty and annoyed. This was what he shared to me: The reason why his child(they were texting each other through sms) was annoyed for the past few days was because she didn't want her dad to have a new couple. Of course, I was pretty sad since I thought she didn't like me but that wasn't the case ._. It was because she secretly liked his 'father' to begin with. Now my couple and I are pretty confused as to what to do... Heck, my heart is 60% sure I'd have to cut all contact with my couple, my OL friends and his child...

^ Huge chunk huh... I'm still so shaken up... I tried to brush it off and told my couple to just break up with me, but of course, becoming a couple with your in game child is pretty impossible. She also has a couple who's been offline coz he's sick, so we were trying to see what to do ._. And sorry for the huge chunk of question...