Knowing Me Better~ Knowing You Better :D

[silverdoll14]

BOO!!!

Annyeong! Konnichiwa! Hello everyone. I have my LiveJournal for quite some time already and I haven’t properly introduced myself huh? That’s why I ended up doing an introduction post. I am Monic from Philippines. You can call me Monic, Nic, Nicanor, Mekmek, Lora, Dora and a lot more if you want. (hahaha~) I wonder how should I do this? Listing down anything huh is better ne?

Facts about me:
Contacts
Twitter: @6002TheMekMek
Tumblr: mekmek14.tumblr.com

Personally about me

- Moody but hyper girl
- Proud Filipina
- Proud southpaw (left-handed)

- I don’t really like reading books. I was only able to finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows and it took me almost a month to finished that book. Although when it comes to fanfictions, I can finish reading a 20-chaptered fic in 1 day.

- I like exploring things with history like going into ruins and such. (For now, I can only go to Intramuros. *pouts*)

- I haven’t ridden a plane.

- I have 14 to 16 17moles throughout my face alone (I wonder in how many in my whole body?).

- I have more words to write than words to say. (In other words, I more comfortable in writing my own opinions rather than saying it.)

- I tend to be alone but company doesn’t really annoy me.

- I always hang out in café just to spend time either using the net, writing or reading fics.

- I always act older when it comes to my older sister.

- I’m 5'6 the last time I check.

- I’m fickle minded sometimes (most of the times maybe?).

- I like listening to any music but the upbeat or mellow songs tend to really hook me to it that I end up listening to one music for months.

- Even if I’m talkative, I’m actually shy and quite insecure.

- I’m hyperactive and spontaneous like Aiba Masaki XD

- I easily cry when I’m watching sad movies or reading sad fics but I hardly cry for myself

- I’m a person who isn’t picky. What’s presented to me is already fine whatever it is.

- I’m quite lazy but ironically, I’m a zealous person.

- I’m a restless person that I need to move every second or do something.
- I'm really a clingy person so expect I'd be putting my hand on you while we are talking if we really became classmates and you talk to me frequently.
- I guess I love calling people who I'm close with pet names like daddy, baby and so on.
- I love playing video games
- Honestly, I'm more comfortable around guys than girls.
- I love high places that's why I want to go to rooftops if its available.
- I want to try bungee jumping.
- Always daydreaming I guess.
- Honestly, when i'm talking to people, even though I'm paying attention to the one speaking,  my eyes are still travelling within our surroundings.
- I think I work better with procrastination.
- Lately, I have a thing for left-handed people.
-  My fetishness in a guy is weird. I dunno if I should say it. :P

When it comes to fangirling

- an ELF since 2008

- an Arashi fan since 2011
- a DBSK/JYJ/DB2K fan since Dec 2012.

- Ohmiya, YunJae and HaeHyuk shipper, also add HanChul, KyuMin, Sakuraiba and Yoosu shipper too.

- My first KPOP fandom is Super Junior and haven't really falter. Although I'm a lie-low fan for now.

- My first Jpop fandom is KAT-TUN but then Arashi won my heart. Though I still follow them in their activities.

- I self-proclaim myself as Arashi’s Riida Ohno Satoshi’s twin sister even though we’re almost 13 years apart.

- Jaejoong's left palm's line is quite similar to my right palm's (so just let me spazz about it XD).

- My favorite Arashi member is Ninomiya Kazunari

- My favorite Super Junior member is Lee Hyukjae aka Eunhyuk
- My favorite DBSK/JYJ/DB2K members are Kim "Hero" Jaejoong and Jung 'U-know' Yunho
(well, what can I do, YunJae did lead me into DBSK fandom after 5 years in KPOP)

- Kaze and Truth are my all-time favorite Arashi songs.

- Opera and Reset are my all-time favorite Super Junior songs.
- Love In Ice and No Pain No Gain are my now- favorite DBSK songs.
- Crushing over actors Mukai Osamu, Shunsuke Daito and Jeremy Renner

Eating habits
- I love corn, chocolate mousse, corn, mushrooms, sushi and CORN!!

- I can cook but its more likely experiment food but I got to warn you, I have a weird taste so unusual mixes doesn't really scare me.

- I practically can eat anything but like I said, I really have a weird taste.
- When I'm eating french fries especially McDonald's, I usually dipped it in my drink (e.g. soda, ice tea, etc.) rather than ketchup.
- I can eat a meal with just rice but let me add soy sauce, calamansi and Parmesan as toppings.
- I eat rare steaks, medium rare to be precise. I want to try eating raw meat though.
- I love sashimi and melon pan
- I believe in "Save the best for last" that's why the best part of the food I'm eating will be the last one I'll eat.

Sleeping habits
-I’m heavy sleeper (literally).
- I cross-leg,
- sometimes sleeps diagonally,
- There's always music playing through my earphones before sleeping and I just let it go off automatically
- Either my hands in each side of my head or I use it as my pillow
- I usually sleep flat in my stomach

Talents / Hobbies / Weird Habbits

- I love to draw, to dance and to write.
- A fanfic writer since April 7, 2007 starting from Gakuen Alice but I only finished 3 series.
- I easily adapt or get influence by people's mannerisms

- Started writing lyrics since 2009 or 2010
- I love writing fantasy and angst genre fics
- I love covering dances
- I can memorize a dance just by looking at it

- I can bite easily steps/routines but timing is my weakness.

AM I THAT OPEN? hehehehehe~ be the judge of that...

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I don't bite so feel free to add me. This journal is purely for fanarts and fanfics purposes only.
For personal matters, please pm me here in LJ or comment on this post, or contact me through twitter or tumblr.I love meeting new friends so hopefully you could introduce yourselves too in this post as comments so I can know you better. I don't mind listening to your problems and such so if you just wanna talk then you can talk to me. Like I say, I don't bite.
RAWR! ^,....,^




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Comments

[runatochii.livejournal.com]

WHY IS YOUR BANNER IS SO SCARY LORA-CHAAAAN ;AAAAAAAAA; *cries a river*
I'm a pervyghost but I'm scared of that kind of ghost ;A;
ohh Hi Lora-chan XD...you know I'm the master of pervy ghost 8D *guess who?* and I'm surprised that we aren't friend in here XD
yorochikubi~ 8D

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Eh? Is it really scary Dita-chan? but... but I thought I made it cute that's why I posed like that and vector it in that theme...

EH? Hontou? I thought we added each other already since both of us talked a lot in the past... Well, friend here or not, we are already friends ne?

[himitsu-17.livejournal.com]

♥ I'm also aquarius!
I've just got one year more than you :o
I didn't thought I was older than you sincerely X'D
I was sure it was the contrary! ;o

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

So you're the nee-chan then?

Eh, doest that mean I'm really mature that you thought I'm older... *pouts*

Oh well... hello~~~

[himitsu-17.livejournal.com]

It seems that I am !
I was so sure it wasn't the case ;o

Isn't that great that you seem mature ? ;)

Hellow as well XD

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Well, in some way... maybe yes and maybe in some way no? hahahahaha~

Sorry for the delay of reply... RL is ruining my mind... hahaha~ I miss you!!!

[agitpoyo.livejournal.com]

halo lora... i'm agit the master of pervy's friend. thanks for add me back.. kore kara yoroshiku onegaishimasu

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

LOL? Hontou? Then can I be your disciple? hahahaha~ Yoroshiku~~~ *huggles*

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

Heuheuhuehuehueh ^^ I like guys with short hair, so I can like Han Geng He doesn't look like the typical domyouji. Because domyouji is a very annoying character to me .__. Let's see... He's arrogant, he's stuck-up and kinda useless --" Most of all, because all the domyouji's in the world has the same face... The type of face that I don't trust. I don't know, I feel like guys with awesome face has a bad attitude. I've seen a lot of handsome guys that are playboys, mental issues and sometimes being a gay. Just my opinion though :D I hate PSY coz he infected everyone with crazy stupid lyrics... Lee Min Ho... again, cause he seems too cool=not trustable :D

JE never does that... It would be so awesome if there is someone from our countries that entered JE ^^ Heeeehh~ So SM Town takes care of JE stuff? Cool ^^ JE's one of the biggest Japan creator of idols too, ne ^^?

I prefer Hangeng that a lot of Kpop singers. Even though he's a korea-singing chinese long ago, I like him ^^ Other than the fact that Oh-chan's also soo cute :3?

That's so awesome~ I want to try to create a fic according to my life too ^^(and maybe more romantic scene) Lolz. Aww, you guys are so cute!! >v<

But I don't like haunted house... It's scary D: Don't go in there, I closed my eyes, still scary.. I make hand gestures as well, not as much maybe? I make more sound effects.. And I laugh quite loud if I'm super duper happy. I open myself to those I trust, that's why I choose the people I be friends with. One way, look at the way the girls wear their clothes. All those who reveal way too much skin are very evil. I just talked to one of them today, she said: "Friends are like boobs. There are those who are big, and those who are small. There are those who are true and those who are liars." I reaaally wished to say "So you're saying guys with big boobs like you are damn liars?" Unfortunately, I don't want to be like disgusting people like them ^^ I like fashion too, just not much to those that reveal your shoulder and your back at the same time.

Lolz, that would be so awesome :D Mybe you'll meet the real Arashi in the future >v< I never liked an audience, so I never wanted to be a star. Is that a dream of yours ^^?

when I write using my left hand.. it looks like chicken scratches .__. You're trying to be ambidextrous? That's awesome !! Like Nino :3 It sounds so funny when they say they're old when they compare to me XD

Never been to Philippines >v< Maybe I'll go there sometime... Though Indonesia is FULL of traffic jam... SUSHI! *O* I love sushi... not much to raw food though. I procrastinate as well, but I still do my work c: Experiments? XD Seems interesting.... I wanna try your food as well!! ><

D: I hate the taste... Fries with ice cream tastes better!!

I'm in the right post!! ^^

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

I like guys with short hair too but I like it more if the let their bangs down and slighltly covered their eyes. (Like Nino's hairstyle in Calling PV) But sometime I like those who have long hair too. It's seldom though, Like Nino's hairstyle in Step and Go era. I dunno but usually they are the kind of guy that before you know it, you already fell for him. oh, never mind... we do have our own taste. hehehe~

Face you don't trust? I honestly, dunno... maybe if they really look like a hooligan perhaps? hahaha~ But I must say, 80% of the kind of guys are really like that, really arrogant but we can't really just judge, I mean there are those who put those face as a must or maybe I'm just to optimistic... hahaha~ see, I easily do try to trust people. Aigoo! This is bad habit of mine... I think recently, I've been betrayed again... not really betrayed but rather ignore I guess? But I can't really tell... Uwaaah! Gomen... suddenly I've become so solemn... anyways, about and PSY and Lee Minho, let's just ignore them... we don't like them so that's that... hehehe~

Yup, Hangeng is still humble and I like that about him... Although at first I honestly got disappointed at him since he left Super Junior just when I was amaze at him how he abandon the offer (to play in Chinese f4) to join SJ in their 3rd album promotions but of course it just for awhile since I do believe everyone decision has their own reasons and I respect that. Though I just really miss his interactions with other Super Junior especially Heechul... hahaha~

Yes, it would be amusing to see other nationalities in JE... hahaha~

You really should... since because you experienced it, you know how the story flows but it still really depends so take one at a time I guess if you did try. Gambatte! We are cute? (>///<) *blushes* Who knows? hehehehe

I really want to go to a haunted house... I admit I don't really watch horror movies that if I did, I'm always hiding my eyes, I don't really want to get surprise by ghost appearances and such... I think it's normal to have gestures, it's just different how big they become in doing so... hahaha~ well it couldn't really be help if we laugh out loud, I mean just watching Arashi's variety show, my big sister and I really laugh out loud... hahaha~ good thing it is just me and her in the house in Manila.

Ah, I know what you feel. I also don't like those who reveal to much... maybe guys, wearing sleeveless is okay? I really have a fetishness for guys biceps, not that big but not that too thin... a little shape is already fine by me... I don't really hate those who are revealing outfits but too much is really bad... What I really hate are those that wear too much make up... it's a big no no... for me, they are the ones that are disgusting to see... I mean they are trying to hard. Shouldn't they be proud of who they are?

Hopefully... But honestly, just seeing them in a concert is fine by me.. I dunno, I really like their response if ever I did perform... but not for singing... I don't have talent for singing. I can't really say I'm a good dancer... All I can be proud of in presenting is being confident since I'm enjoying what I do? I dunno if that will be enough... My dream? Maybe yes, maybe no? I dunno... like I said before, working backstage is enough for me but then thinking again, able to do my own album covers, directing my concerts and even creating my own music, that's when I can really call myself as an artist rather an idol ne? hehehe~ I think I'm dreaming too big...

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Well, it takes a lot of practice you know XD Yeap, I'm trying to be ambidextrous when it comes to writing... since I've been writing for left, I'm trying to write more with my right... Before it was just for fun but when I learn Nino was left-handed that write in right, I become more determine to write in both. hehehe~


You should! and you should let me know... I will tour you around if I can... though I got to warn, Philippines is full of traffic jam too... I think its the same with all except for the country side I guess... then if we meet, let's eat sushi together :D hahahaha~ that's a first? Someone who want to try my experiment... Have you ever eaten a Black and White Pasta? *grins*

Yes, I agree... fries with ice cream taste so much better!!! :D

Yes, thanks for posting here... hehehe~

P.S. Wow, I actually needed a second post for this long reply... hahahhahaha~

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

I just like short hair... Especially with glasses .__. With cheeky smiles.. (Damn it, I'm thinking of my crush) Depends on how long is 'long' I can't stand hair that goes over their neck. Sometimes bangs are nice, depending on their face. When I like someone, I keep wondering if I really like them, coz I never really talk to them that much ^^

The cool, handsome types are usually those who become playboys. Lol, I've been betrayed and I hated my friend for 2 days and I don't want to feel like that anymore. So I shut my heart to those that I can't trust... I don't mind arrogant, if they show that side to me to begin with. My crush is also kinda arrogant (and boasting) ish, but I don't mind ^^ I hate people who talk behind people the most... Like a few of my friends. Lolz, I hate being betrayed as well .___.

I didn't know he was from SuJu... not until you told me XD But he looked like someone I could trust, and he was pretty handsome. And I liked him as soon as I heard his voice... Lol, there's always a pair we like in every group >w<

But it's mostly one sided... So I don't think the plot's gonna be that exciting D: Yesh you guys are so cute >//< Hope you guys can share the same feeling :3

I'm terrified of ghosts.. I couldn't sleep because of Gantz and I never watch a horror movie.Have you seen my sister laugh when she's watching Running Man? She laughs like a Hyena... and I was playing my game while reading a gory scene (Skull crushed, guts flying on the walls, Twisted arms, etc.)

Lol, like Sho-chan? I don't mind sleeves or no. I'm pretty used to see my crush in normal clothes: A shirt and some knee-length pants. The girls usually wear a sleeveless shirt and short pants or low-cut jeans. I mean they're 13, but they look 20 D: It's okay to use a little make-up, just not too much. If I grow up, I'd probably just use very natural make-up during a special day (for my very2 special person I hope >W<)Just eyeliner maybe, or a bit blush :3 Revealing clothes are the biggest no-no to me...

I love their concerts *O* I just wish to know what they really are.... It might be just an image to the world, that's why I want to know the real them :3 Interest is the first thing to your dream, isn't it? I really loved computer, but my marks aren't supporting. I'm more to practical than to theory, so it's bad. You're not dreaming too big... That's taking a step into your dream. Like me, I tried to create my own simple game, but I don't have an artist to help me draw the graphics. I wanted to make my own online game or a console game .__. Hehehe, I got all excited thinking about my dream ^^

I spend too much time in gaming, so I never thought of being ambidextrous. Making Nino as a motivation seems so fun!! XD My left hand is weak, so I don't really use my left hand much.

Lolz, if my mother decided to bring me to Philippines, maybe I can persuade my mom to let me meet you :3 Don't worry, Indonesia is so full of traffic jam that a day without traffic means the world is ending. XD Lol, we have to!! Sushi is THE BEST thing in the world... Healthy, delicious, japanese!! Black and White Pasta? Choco+Vanilla Pasta??? *O*

heuheuheuheuhuehuehuhe!!!

Ahahaha, maybe I'll need one to in the future :3

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

on second though, I like it more when it's like Sho's hair when they perform Wild At Heart in Hey! Hey! Hey!... but I'm murdered when a guy does wear glasses that really suits him.. Well, it really depend on the guy how long he can handle the length of his hair, I mean even if he does have long hair, he still looks good. oh well. Well, there are different kind of likes you know... I dunno, I just really easily fell for those I know more.

Well, usually it really does become like that because they are too cool that they become arrogant. Oh well, we can't do anything about it... It's part of the life and so we learn from it.

Talking behind people's other back is really terrible... it really does hurt...

Oh really? well, he's really handsome... and so cool... but I never really heard his solo song, but I do like his part in SJ's songs before... oooh, maybe I should listen to his releases soon... of course, that's what we call ONE-TRUE-PAIR right? Although, Hankyung (or Hangeng) and Heechul is not my otp in SJ, they are the second the one I really like... hahaha~ I'm weird... For some reason, when I was just starting in Arashi fandom, I can't help but to compare ohmiya to Hanchul couple since like I say, Hankyung and Ohno are alike and so does Heechul and Nino in most ways... hahaha~ It's just my opinion anyway...

one-sided? I think right now mine is also one-sided... but then at some point we did have crushes to each other... hahaha~ want me to spare the details how we actually met? hahahaha~

When I was kid, I am easily scared of horror movies that I really have a hard time sleeping after watching one but then I outgrew them... what really terrifies me when calamaties happen, like earthquake or fire. it's really has a great effect on me. just last month, there was a fire near our house, I mean 2 houses away from the one we are staying... while watching it burn, I kept on shaking... good thing the bldg we are staying have a firewall so it's okay. But it stil frightens me somehow...

Ah, I know what you mean... don't really want those who doesn't dress properly of their age... well, make-up is okay too. When I attended parties just last year, I didn't wore make-up, just a normal powder and eyeliner too and it work fine. Hehehehe~

Well, we can't really say... we can't judge who they are unless we really got to know them but I hope they don't try hard just to expect people's expectations ne?

You think so? Hehehe~ arigatou gozaimasu... oh, simple game? recently we've been doing simple interacting game... maybe I can sketch some for you... After all, character designing is part of my course... Goodluck to both of us in fulfilling our own dreams? oh wait, does that mean you'll pursuing a course related to gaming?

Hahahaha~ you are indeed a gamer... Dunno, I just do them when I'm free especially when I'm waiting for some to meet... Like I say, I can really wait for someone as long as I have a pen and a notebook... No matter how long I wait, I'm okay with it... Wait, maybe until 5 hours only... hahahaha~ My right is weak too but in some point, I think I carry more with my right too? I dunno, it really depends I guess.

Yeay... someday, definitely we will...

Nah, black and white pasta is carbonara but using buckwheat noodles (black noodles) so it became black and white pasta... Honestly, I don't think it's weird... hahahaha~ though it's an experiment of mine...

hahahhha~

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

I know, the curly, anime-ish hair rite :3? So the bangs are going to two different sides with curly ends? A lot of anime guys have that hair XD Lol, me too... I try my best not to look at them... But they're so awesome if they wear glasses >.< I still hate long hair .__. Jong Kook's friend (the one who came to running name with nickname 'Slave Hunter' or something..) looks so awesome *o* But not much without his glasses. Hm.. I don't know too... I joke with him sometimes, but not as much as his girl-friends. He's bright, cute, handsome to me XD, and I really feel 'doki-doki' if I'm beside him ><

Maybe... that's why I like types like Nino. Those that look great to me but not to everyone... Like Sklar Astin or Kang Gary XD You sound really mature just now o__O

I know... that's why if my friends start gossiping again, I usually don't take part unless I know they know we're talking about them... or if I realize that the person is truly a jerk(Usually this same girl that is the sluttiest to me.. Not even my 20-year-old sister dresses THAT revealing)

He's quite handsome and still quite humble so I'm okay with him ^^ Well his voice doesn't have that 'umph' that Ossan has, but I still love his voice. Lol, Ohmiya is still the best for me XD Too bad I don't have much Ohmiya footage .__. I don't get it, I can't stand smutty boy-to-boy stuff but I can't handle the sweet boy-to-boy stuff...

Aww, must be nice to be able to be close to your crush ._. Even so, ganbatte! >O< Hehehe, that's SOOOOOO cute~~ I want to know the details D:

I'm used to earthquakes, but not to horror movies. I'm afraid of fire(no seriously, like a phobia!) because I wants touched a hot-from-the-bunsen-burner evaporating dish and I burnt my finger and cried D: Terrible memory.. I would stay as far away as I could from a fire, big or small(but digital fire is okay ^^)

The girl I hated, the same girl I told you about above, is the combination of all those stuff. She wears tight, sleeveless shirts, really short frilly skirts, a ton of make-up, pink/green eyeshadow, lipstick, a lot of blush and it made her(to me) look like a clown .__. Lol, if I grow older, I want to wear make up like you >.<

I guess so... I just really want to know the real them, not a fake image.

Yeah, quite a simple game XD kind of like... A dating sim game.... Er... kind of like a visual novel game. Example: http://games.renpy.org/category/vn The thing is, I've tried drawing it myself, but big no... I can draw only using a pencil and my drawing in computer is not good enough. Moreover, the size does not fit at all D: You'd do that for me *O*? Yeah, goodluck to both of us >W< I wanted to, but my mom said it's not a good degree unless you're talented. So I'll probably take a double degree in computer and science/business ._. I live in a think about future kind of family, so I'm well prepared :D

I can wait for a person for a very long time if I'm alone, have a nice cushion to sit on and maybe a small drink :D? I'd probably continue my fanfics during then. I only try drawing when I'm at school(maths or sometimes physics) I'm super weak in my left arm but I can win from my friend, in arm wrestling, with a right arm ^^

Lol, I just discussed with my friend if we can beg our parents to let my friends, us 6 only, to go to Singapore ourselves XD Though it would be freaky if I went to Philippines to meet you but then I suddenly met my teachers... (I'm serious! I have at least 5-6 Filipino teachers who go back to their homes every year XD)

Never tried buckwheat noodles .__. But carbonara is nice :D No one in the world has created a choco-vanilla pasta? D:

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Not really anime-ish and it isn't too culry too... it's the hair like Matsumoto was sporting when Last Hope was guest in VS Arashi... Sho's hair in their first Wild at Heart performance in Hey! Hey! Hey! it's just really down and bouncy and his nape is showing since it's really short but his bangs are really by his eyes...

like this http://arashi-daisuki.x0.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/wild6.png

(on second though, I also like Aiba's hair here.. hahaha)

Kim Jong Kook's friend? I do know Kim Jong Kook since I also love his song as a Turbo member.

joking with your crush is a start you know? hahahaha~ well, it' depends how each will progress...

Guys like Nino? When I started liking Arashi, Nino was the least member I would appreciate. I mean I can't even tell him apart from Aiba and Ohno before (well, I can remember Sho since that my older sister's ichiban and Jun is familiar) and then his get up for Monster really irks me for some reason but suddenly when my sister asked me who's my ichiban, I suddenly replied Nino... hahaha~ Skylar Astin? as in the one in Pitch Perfect? I so love that guy!!! Kuuuh~

I honestly just listen if my friend gossips... just say my opinion if ever I have but it's rare...

Well, ohno's voice has its own charm so yeah... you can't stand yaio (boy-to-boy) but you're reading yaio fics or just the smutty one only?

I'll message you the details... hahaha~ it's too open here...

It's nice yet hurtful sometimes... especially if you learn he'll court someone else and stuff or if he have another crush... dunno, maybe I'm jealous much?

I just really don't like the after effects of it... It brings me nightmares that I'll wake up crying.. I don't particularly hate fire but I hate it if it does hurt people...


Ah, not a good example... is she older than you or same age? Men might not respect her get-up is always like that... Well, I just believe the more natural, the better right? Actually that night when I didn't have much make-up, I have tons of pictures with guys, and like I said some hook-up their arm around my shoulder yet when it comes to my friends who wore more make-up, they just took pictures side by side... Okay, maybe I'm assuming too much but then I have fun just being myself and I think that's more important ne?

then let's go to Japan and stalk them to know the real them then? Just kidding... but by the way, do you know FLAMES? I mean pairing through FLAMES?

Oh, that's nice... sure sure... I'll try sometime after I got my pentab in the other house... you still have at least 3 years to think of your degree so better choose what you really feel neh?

Filipino teachers? wow, so many... do they speaks indonesian to communicate to you or english?

Choco-vanilla pasta? I wonder how can we make chocolate pasta ne? Yum! Thinking about it makes me hungry... hehehe~

[twinkletofu.livejournal.com]

nikiyah! iz me allaine. anyhoo, i added you with this account okay. i'll be using this for fics. i won't delete yucheoni though. see you soon bubs!

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

Allainie!!! Annyeong, how are you?!? omo, yunjae feels with your dp... kyaaah!!!

[twinkletofu.livejournal.com]

haha bec i have overflowing feels and i cannot contain them all, i had to put it somewhere or i'll explode =)

[silverdoll14.livejournal.com]

hahahaha~ I know what you feel... by the way, congrats you saw lawson... So envy you!

[ninochan-saikou.livejournal.com]

You have skin allergy o__O??? Ehhhhhh????????? Asthma(like my classmate) O.O?? Woah....

HUUUUURRRRAAAAAAHHH XDXD!! BANZAAAAIII!!!

Uwwwaaa~~~ You need to write this into a fic and explain to me how you two met (either one of them) XD Ahhahaa, JE for Johnnys Entertainment and PD for.... Penguin Duckies XD? I'm sure it's going to be a LOOOOOONNNNGGG fic~ :3

o__O Does it sound wierd if I say my crushes are similar to you? I used to like this guy that I was on talking terms with as well. Well, I didn't get close to him to get a girl jealous... Heck, I thought my best friend was in love with him (><) I was pretty close with him so we kinda got gossiped together... But I transferred schools so I couldn't meet him... Now my current crush, I don't even know if I like him! I mean, he's so great, I was sure it was just admiration... I don't know a single thing anymore D:

Like my pretty friend XD You guys are similar~ She doesn't hug guys in my school (and I don't even know which guy is gay..) But every morning she'll hang out with the guys. Just this morning, this guy started hugging this other guy and danced crazy XD As in, pulled his arm to move into a strange... star jump ish kind of pose XD Really fun :3

Maybe~ And maybe that's where I get my fighting skills? Heehee, I can strangle every girl (of course) and can somehow match the power of a guy's XD

WOOHOO!! And I'm watching Popcorn tour while commenting this *o*

Heehee, I would go: "Gaaahh!!!" While hitting my best friend. She's like my punching bag... heehee... though she's almost the opposite of me :3

D: I lost.... I'm 166... so... somewhere near Nino and Ohchan?

o__o Um... don't ask me!! Ask my brain TTATT Let's see... when the guy looks very cute in my eyes? As in... er... when he smiles or laughs, or makes me laugh, I somehow click with the guy :D

She sure is ;) And when she says that, I go: "Teeejjjaaa!!!! (her nickname) Stop being so observant!!" and she goes, "but Mark's shirt is too tight for Eman!!" Really, I don't know whether to laugh or get mad :3

Already did~ Heehee

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Yes, it's actually skin asthma, my skin is too sensitive plus its summer so it is reacting against the hot weather too much... Good thing it's only in my arms and not throughout the skin... surely it's hell to me... and now I'm forbidden to eat chocolate since the derma said, it triggers it... *sighs*

I'm releasing a fic that is inspired how my relationship with PD but then it's in a different fandom so I dunno if you'll be able to read it. Maybe just imagine them as Arashi members? Dunno... Not really, of course I won't put everything... :P well maybe the important ones... I'll let you know if ever...

Nope... it's means we are compatible too? hahaha~ Well, it's honestly confusing ne? i wonder if you ever cry for him? With PD, I did cry when he said before that he'll court someone (of course I didn't let him know but then yeah~ hahahaha...) That's why I could really say that it's much deeper plus it's my first time to cry about a guy... *blushes*

Yeah, maybe we are the type of girls who is know one-of-the-boys? hahahaha~ I guess it's the manly hug, the type of hug the you bump each others chest after pulling each other's hand? Something like that?

LOL~ YAH! YOU'RE BEATING YOUR BEST FRIEND... But I must say I do hit sometimes people if I get excited rather than embarass, especially if I'm with my guy friends... hahaha~ I always tap their arms esp the times they would tease me about being big... hahaha, sometimes I even playfully strangle them... but when I'm with my female friends, I'm more composed. hahahahaha~

Maybe? We can actually learn some moves from movies right? hahahaha~

Well, you are still 13 years old you still have till 18 before you height is official.. Same height as Nino I guess?

We are mostly the same, especially the smile... kyaaah~ especially Nino-kind of smiles... hahaha~ *melts*

Speaking of Popcorn concert, I was watching it before I was replying this... OMG! it's really heaven for me... especially how the production was, also the graphics and effects.. and I also love Ohno's choreo... OMO!!!! I think out of all the concert I watch for Arashi, Popcorn was the most refreshing...


Being observant is not bad... she's actually like Nino then... XD

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Heh? There's asthma for skin? I thought asthma is just for breathing problems... there's more? Waaaaahh~ What kind of derma doesn't let the patient eat choco!! >< Choco is heavennn!! Nuuuuuu!!! Gambatte!!!

Awww~~ So one of the members of the other fandom is similar to PD eh? Ahahaah~ Maybe I'll tell my Kpop fan friend to read it and explain to me the story :3? I get their names confused... so... Ooooohh, I so want to(but can't) read it DX!!

Confusing nee~ I'm pretty heartbroken when I realized my current crush was probably just admiration... *sigh* I don't know, my eyes get watery when I see him... I keep most things to myself, so sometimes I just burst and cry D: But I usually just get my eyes all watery :3

Oh no,it's the real hug first.... then he did the bag hug and danced all romantic kind of way...It's hillarious XD Then the guy beside them said, "Hans( his nick), they're looking at you like you're gay!!" And we just cracked and laughed really loud!!

Naah, I just hit her if she beats me in something D: I strangle her with 20% of my power and she goes "Owww!! OWOWOWOW!!" Other girls don't shout when I strangle them though :3 Heehee.... There are a few guys who are scared of me so they say, "Please don't get mad" I mean, I just stood up from my seat!! Meh XD

I don't know D: the only things I learn from movies is that guys in movies can never be guys in real life XD

Heehee, I'm taller than my 2 sisters which are currently 18 and 20 years old XD

Uh-huh, those smiles are so adorably sweet... Graaaaaaahhhh! I can't talk like this with my friends D:

Lolz, really? I haven't watched the second part, so I still think Ara-fes was awesome. Gimmick Game *o* I mean, after Ara-fes, I played Gimmick like 3 times in repeat almost everyday!! Heehee

Yeaaah~ Haahaa!! Though she's a really perverted girl :S She openly talked about his *hoeh* with a guy DX

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Yeap, something like that.... I dunno really how but that's how they call it. It just my skin easily reacts with the weather especially with summer. and my derma said that chocolate triggers it so no chocolate for me... maybe in colder season since it doesn't effect much by those days... hehehe~ Ne! Gambaremasu!

Well, my personality is quite similar to the uke and the seme is somewhat similar to PD so yeah... but honestly, it's also suits Nino and Ohno... hahahahah~ Oh well...

Well, love can't really an obvious thing. You'll just see yourself suddenly inlove... plus, you're still 13 so there are more years to experiences different kind of love ne... I mean it isn't just finding a long time partner right? there's also love in family and friends ne? So always remember just live to your to the fullest and experience anything you'll grow with.. (Wait, why am I suddenly like an old lady saying wise-cracks? Aigoo?)

Well, there really might be really something or I'm just jumping to conclusions with all yaio that surrounds me... Please excuse me~ hahahaha~

LOL~ they are scared of you? Then I envy you! at least you could boss them around? Just kidding! though you go girl! XD


Well, not quite true... there are guys like in the movies but it pretty rare XD

Eh? well, I dunno, I'm also taller with my older sister, she's 25 years old but same height as you... Guess, youngest does get higher mostly?

Why not? Don't you have heart to heart talks sometime?


Yeah, Arafes is awesome but it's just that there's more freshness in Popcorn I guess... I dunno, I even like Sho's solo part and repeated it most of the time... I dunno, out of all of them, he is the most refreshing one in that concert... kuuuh~ Plus, the graphics are heaven for me as an aspiring animator, i so wanna make like those in the future... kuuuh~

his hoeh with a guy? experience with a guy or fantasy for a guy? I'm confuse... hahahaha~

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I asked all my friends, they went, "Dude, asthma is breathing! How could skin have trouble breathing?!" Lolz, so confused... Woah... so bad... D: Choco is supposed to be the best stuff for relaxing... Please let winter come faster so you can eat choco TTATT

Awwww~~~~ Dang, I get so worked up when it's something about a couple. So sweet! Oh-chan and Nino, similar to them? Sweeeet~

Ahahaha, I guess you're right... Heehee~ this is a really cute topic... Well, definitely better than the topics my friends talk about. Like, which guy is hotter, which one looks best, which one do you think would be blah! I always silently snap when I hear them talk. Heehee.... You're right, you talk like a super wise grandma :D

Nah, it's just the craziness the guys in my class have... I hate them AND love them at the same time.... I luv my class *huggles everyone in my mind* Lol, you're the third(I think) yaoi lover that I know XD

Ahahaha, only the guys that are bigger than me are the one that aren't scared, so they talk more casually... the other guys usually look on the floor or somewhere else when they talk to me XD Wuahahahaaaaa!!

Good thing they're rare :D I hate those types of prince-y guys... Heehee, I'm strange, I know XD

Ahahahaa, even some of the teachers say I grew quiet a lot in the past year... hehehe, maybe it's true? So the next generation is going to be taller than the old one?

Yeah, but they talk about how hot guys are... I wanna talk about WHY and WHO they like :3 Heehee~ Though I'm scared of those talks, coz sometimes I feel that my best friend also likes my crush >.<

AhahahaXD You're right, the Sho solo is sooooooo cool~~ I love Popcorn as well XD I know huh, Sho-kun was so~ amazinggg!!!! >w< Plus, Kazoku Game is SO awesome!! He looks so cool now *o* Lolz, awww~ Dream inspiration~ XD

Er.... as in... his sexual organs DX I feel like puking when they talk about his *womits* errrrggghhh HUEEEHH!!

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Hisashiburi! Sorry but it's been awhile...

Yeap, that's what we call allergies that has to do with air and water, like sudden change in weather causes a reaction within the skin... Well, that's how I understand it anyway. and for the record, I do recall that skin do breathes. hahahahaha~ Well, my doctor said I can still eat but as much as possible better avoid it. :D

Yeah, something like that. I'm more like Nino while he's a bit like Oh-chan (Though ironically, I do claim myself as Riida's twin sister right? hahahaha~)

hehehehe~ I do enjoy talking about love lifes.. there are even moments suddenly I babble to my friends some moments I shared with PD or JE that really makes my heart boom boom... I dunno, it just whenever I recall those kinds of moments, I just end up smiling, how about you? do you feel that kind of feeling too whenever you remember moments with your crush? hihihihi~

Well, that craziness does make you enjoy highschool life right. I mean if you go to college, there are times you'll wish you can go back to your highschool... hahahaha~

I'm only the third? Well, you'll definitely grow to it soon... and you will be the fourth yaoi lover that you know soon... hahahaha~ just kidding! XD

Yeap, height does make you a bit higher in class standing ne? I mean, you'll be in the so called status of people you don't want to mess with... I do have that advantage too~ hahahaha *high five*

That's what I predict... I mean I have cousins who are similar your age and they are already quite tall too... but it also depends on the growth factor or genes but most likely, later generation seems to be higher...

So they don't go to the heart to heart talk? Well, it sure does make it awkward when you learn that your best friend has the same crush as you... I haven't really experienced it though... >_<

I haven't watch Kazoku game... maybe after the series is done... I like it when I watch it continuously.... By the way, what dramas from each member had you watch? I'm curious? XD

Eh? As in? Well, between me and the guy I told you about who I have heart to heart talks, there are times he does reveal guy's stuff (I won't emphasis) but he doesn't go all the way in too much detail... OMG! I don't what to say to your friend? Chotto? who's friend are we talking about again? A girl or a boy? the one who is observant right?