silverdoll14 | [NC-17] BREATHE INTO ME (13/??) (Reply)

[13] Decimotercero Tumba
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Under the moonlight of the smiling moon, a lad sits near a window. His cheeks were stained with dried tears. His milky skin was so pale that one would thought he was a living dead, or perhaps he really is.

He was holding into a cup of whisky, the only friend he had living alone. He was too devastated. He wanted to die and forever be in peace. Why couldn’t he just? Why must he live again to experience the cruelty of life once again, especially the curse of love?

<<Flashback>>

[EuNic monkEy’s notes: Another series of flashbacks]

“Where’s umma and appa?” The now 21 year old Kim Heechul asked. Yes, it was his 21st birthday and he was expecting a different day but it only left him disappointed.

“They left to catch a flight early in the morning young master.” The maid who was diligently preparing breakfast politely replied. Heechul pouted. Didn’t they remember it was his birthday today? Couldn’t they make an exemption today for his sake? He sighed in frustration. It was ages ago when he last celebrated his birthday with his parents.

“But they did leave a message for you young master.” The maid gave him a piece of paper and left Heechul alone in his thoughts. Judging by the hand-writing, it was written by his mother. He opened it up and read it thoroughly. He crumbled it once done reading and looked at the big dining table that was only occupied by him. Yeah, no matter how big it was. Only emptiness occupied it through the years.

Just like last year, he’ll celebrate his birthday alone or maybe with his so-called friends.

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“I couldn’t believe you plunk your Business Management for the 3rd time. It was 4th time you took it and still you failed it. How could you manage our business if you keep failing every damn subject you take?”

Heechul didn’t even bother to look up to see who was firing up words inside his room. Who wouldn’t care about their business more than everything than his father? Yes, it was his father who just flamed up his anger after getting back from Paris for a business trip and Heechul’s grades was the thing that welcomed him.

Heechul was 4th year college in Business Management but he was still taking the subjects meant for sophomores and much worse was for freshmen too.

His mother tried to calm his exploding husband.

“Honey, I’m sure our son is doing his best. Maybe his professor has a grudge in our family and he is taking revenge with Heechul’s grades. You know it isn’t the first time it happened.” His mother reasoned out, running soothing circles to her husband’s back.

Truthfully it wasn’t the first time Heechul plunked in school because of a grudge of a teacher to his family but now, Heechul didn’t care if it was his fault or the professor.

“Aish! I had enough! Talk to your son. He brought enough shame and failures to dishonour our family.” Heechul’s father said, almost shouting. He finally left, leaving a final slam on the door. His mother rushed into Heechul, hauling him to her embrace which Heechul greatly refused.

He stood up from the bed he was sitting at just awhile ago and then leaned against by his window, looking sideways outside.

“What’s happening dear? You know you could always talk to me, your mother.” His mother consulted him but he didn’t care.

“Yeah, right? Talk to you…” He scoffed then continued, ”Probably I needed to ask for an appointment with a secretary before I could talk to my parents.” He said with sarcasm written all over his tone. He stared outside through the big windows, seeing the lively light of Seoul. He wished his life was as lively as those lights but all he felt was emptiness. Even now that his parents were in the same roof as he was now.

Perhaps it’s only for today that he’ll spend a night with them in the same four walls of the house but it doesn’t make any difference. He is numb with their presence anymore.

“My son, I’m here now. Please, I’m begging you. Let me hear your thoughts.” His mother pleaded.

Heechul felt his eyes were in verge of tears but he held it to himself. He wanted to look strong even without them. He was able to do it for 24 years of his life and he wouldn’t break now.

“Maybe if you asked me even years before, everything might be different and better from how worst it is now.” He mumbled loud enough for his mother to hear.

His mother started to cry, hugging herself helplessly. She couldn’t speak anymore. Her son has a point but they’re doing it for his sake. She walked slowly to the door. She took one last look and spoke,” I’m sorry my son…” She said and completely left.

Heechul heard it and heaved a sigh. He looked down and finally let go a crystal tear that shone under the moonlight, rolling down to his beautiful face. He wasn’t asking anything, just their attention and love. Was it too much to ask?

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Heechul watched as the girls moved their hips under the colourful lights of the dance floor. A smirk crept on his face as he stared how the girls tried so hard to seduce him. Thought it didn’t affect him. It wasn’t because he was a gay but rather because he knew they just wanted one thing and that’s his money and nothing more.

“Pathetic…” He muttered as he placed back the empty glass of wine and left the bar. There was nothing there that could bring happiness and attention he wanted all his life, nothing could remove the depression and longing he felt that even his family had given him.

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Heechul felt crushing. He was getting depress. He tried to change but was it already too late? With shaky hands, he strived to get to the bathroom in his room. He didn’t know why but he felt cold yet he was sweating so much.

With the help of the furniture scattered around his room, he manage to get to his drawer inside the bathroom. He was shaking but still he tried so hard just to get clasp of his friends –the pills that always helped him to calm in his worst scenario.

Shake! Shake!

Shaking the bottle, two tablets fell but he felt those weren’t enough so he added more. All at once he took it and swallowed it with difficulty even with the aid of the water.

He looked at the mirror in front of him, seeing his state like that. His eyes were foggy, not the youthful ones that he would always brag about. His once red lips were pale. And his milky skin, same as his lips that were pale, had lost their glow. Everything about him seemed lifeless.

He leaned his back on the wall and let his weight drag him down to the floor. He looked sideways as his eyes became blurry. Was he crying or it was just because he was dizzy? He felt difficulty in breathing yet he didn’t care. No one did care anyways. Depressing at it might seem but he was used to it. It was loneliness that accompanied him. Nothing change that even death didn’t separate them.

“You are worthless!” We’re the last words he remembered that came from his father, to whom he was longing for all his life.

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It was a binding light that welcomed his adjusting eyes. Was it the so-called heaven? He sat up recklessly and blood came rushing to his head, sending a dizzy spell.

“Ugh!” He whined, almost slumping back to the bed.

“Careful…” A man captured him, leading him back to lie down. Heechul just watched as the said man check on him, scribbling things on his folder.

“Am I in heaven?” Heechul mumbled.

“Huh? Err… no…” The man said, scratching the back of his head.

“Hankyung-ah, is Heechul a- Oh!” Another one burst in, this time it was a woman. Heechul jerked his head. Now who was the woman who just arrived?

It was a bit new to Heechul, feeling this welcome from those people. Especially that he didn’t know them. The woman, who he learned named Hyori, smiled at him, asked him if he was fine.

It was really new, feeling someone cared for him. Same goes to how he felt to the guy he was the first time he woke up. The gentleness and warm he was longing for. For the first time, he never felt empty and most especially love and attention.

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It wasn’t big news for Heechul when they told him that he was dead. He was expecting it but he never thought he would be brought back to life and it was for a selfish purpose. It didn’t bother him going at night to do certain missions for the benefits of the organization he was serving at and their clients. He had accepted it already.

His real name was Kim Heechul but now he was known as Heenim. One of the perfect Corvuses Hyori made, with the help of her Chinese assistant.

He was sitting on the bed as he watched the said man tending his wound he just got from his previous mission. The gentleness of his touch has sincerity written all over his face made Heechul calm.

“Done…” Hankyung smiled at him and fixed the things he used. He was about to go hastily for an unknown reason until Heechul grabbed his hand and made him look back to him.

“T-thank you… Hankyung-sshi…” Heechul stuttered.

“You're welcome…” Hankyung smiled and left.

It was all new to Heechul, the feeling of care and sincerity with no doubt. He never expected that even if he was brought back to life for a greedy mean, he’d find love and affection he was looking for and it changed him so much.

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He grew attached to his creators, especially to the Chinese assistant. His heart, if he still had it, skipped a beat every time they were so close together.

He was in denial falling in love, especially to the same gender as him but still, there was no doubt about his feelings. He really did fall in love with him when he finally said those words…

“Chul-ah… I… I l-love you.” Heechul looked at the shy Hankyung. He cupped his face as a smile formed in his face. There was no turning back. Why deny it when it was already in front of you.

“I love you too…” He said as he brushed his lips to his.

<<End of Flashback>>

HEECHUL’S POV

Irony… he loves me? Tch.

My grip tightened and that glass broke, spilling the whisky mixed with my blood but never do I feel hurt and pain but just heartache.

Why do you keep hunting my dreams Hankyung-ah? You played on my feeling, impregnated me to see if your experiments worked? But still I couldn’t hate you with all my heart. I still looked for your touch, your warm and your love. Damn it! I can’t change the feelings I have for you.

I hate you! I hate you for making me fall in love with you. Argh! Stupid man.

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“Hankyung-ah.” Hankyung snapped back to reality and looked back seeing his sunbae and noona with a worried look.

“Why Hyori noona? What’s the matter?” Hankyung asked as he watched Hyori sitting in a chair in the balcony. He was leaning to the door as he watched the night sky full of stars. Trance took his mind somewhere until Hyori arrived. And now seeing the restless state of Hyori, he did not like it one bit and it was scaring him. There was something serious that was going on.

“They are sending… Ryeowook-ah now.” Hyori stuttered. She was scared. She knew now that Eunhyuk didn’t come back, it meant he was with Donghae. Same goes for her daughter, Sulli. For sure, they were in grave danger. She was afraid that Ryeowook will find them and he may lead the organization to Donghae’s and Sulli’s whereabouts.

They were Ryeowook’s creators but the whole organization took hold of him. Unlike Sungmin, Heechul and maybe Eunhyuk too, Ryeowook progressed through the watchful eyes of the other scientist working for the company though they still checked on him not like how they did to the 3. Definitely by now, Ryeowook’s mind was clouded by the whole organization.

They released him a month ago so he could train when they knew that Donghae was alive. And now that they knew that all along Hyukjae was with Donghae, and they didn’t succeed in making Hyukjae kill Donghae, they let Ryeowookie do his first mission. They just tracked Hyukjae down so they could track Donghae too.

“Sungmin is our only choice…” Hankyung said which made Hyori shook her head.

“But he was the one who told Sooman about Eunhyuk’s whereabouts before.” Hyori defended her disagreement. She wasn’t really mad at Sungmin, maybe upset and disappointed too.

“I know noona… I’m sorry…” The two were startled by the sudden appearance of another. They looked at the corner of the balcony and figure walked forward revealing one of the perfect Corvuses they made, the topic of what Hankyung and Hyori talking about. He then continued, “I was just desperate… I thought by telling them, we could turn back things the way before.” He heaved a sigh and continued again, “Hankyung hyung, Hyori noona… please forgive me… I- I made a big mistake.” Sungmin said biting his lower lip that he didn’t notice the smile slowly forming in Hyori’s lips.

“I’m really sorry.” Sungmin mumbled.

Silence fell. Sungmin pouted and then said the following word with his aegyo, “Noona~”

“Then what are you still doing here? Go and stop Ryeowook. Make him on our side, our family… you moron~” Hyori smirked. Sungmin beamed at her but then turned serious when he heard Hankyung chuckling.

“Just to let you know Hankyung hyung…” He started, getting the attention of Hankyung. He took a deep breath and then smiled limitedly while approaching him, “Heechul hyung is alive. He was staying just beside Donghae’s old pad. It’s better if you bring Taemin-ah with you… I’m sure he would love to finally see his mama…” Sungmin tap his shoulder as he left, leaping out of the balcony and landing to the ground without a single scratch or feeling of pain. Hey, he was a Corvus after all.

Hyori looked at Hankyung who was still in daze. After all those years, his suffering will be mended. Hyori stood up from the chair she was occupying right after he released his frustration about Ryeowook’s case. She patted Hankyung’s shoulder and whispered, “Be careful when you bring Taemin with you… the organization might get suspicious… and say hi to Heechul for me…”

Hankyung just looked sideways, hearing the closing sound of the door. He looked once again above the sky. His heart was in mixed emotions. “Chul-ah… I miss y-you…” He choked out in happiness yet a tear rolled down through his cheeks.

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Eunhyuk felt ticklish as someone breathed against the back of his neck and pair of arms sneaked around his thin waist. Truthfully, he had missed those touches. They were in the veranda once again where a lot had happened between them.

“Good Morning!” Yes, it was his one and only fish Donghae who had just woken up.

“Morning, Hae~” He replied almost moaning due to the sensation Donghae was giving him especially when the latter bit his earlobe. Eunhyuk turned around, still Donghae’s hands on his waist. His hair was messy, a sign that the latter just woke up.

Eunhyuk was playing with his fingers while looking down and Donghae knew something was bothering his beloved.

“Baby, what’s wrong?” Donghae asked lifting his chin up. Eunhyuk pouted on Donghae. He was unsure if he needed to ask that. Just thinking of asking about it made Eunhyuk blush.

“Why are you putting balloon… around fishy… before you insert... it to me?” Eunhyuk faltered at his question. He was really curious. He wanted to ask it last night when they were doing it but the feeling of orgasm just knocked his senses down.

Donghae chuckled and pecked on those sweet lips. He found still amusing, his lover’s undying innocence. First the lube, and now this… Only one word he could come up and it was “adorable”… irresistibly adorable he may add.

“It’s a protection baby… it’s called condom…” He replied calmly.

Eunhyuk jerked his head following the words,” A condom? Protection? For what? Am I hurting you fishy…?” He asked as he tagged into Donghae’s t-shirt.

Donghae thought for awhile. It was quite difficult to explain. “It’s just a protection so… uhm so you wouldn’t get pregnant?” Donghae explained, more likely asking himself. He still couldn’t believe what his Kangin hyung said before. He shook his head and then added, “That’s the use of condoms, baby…”

“Pregnant? But as I remember, men can’t get pregnant…” Eunhyuk exclaimed.

“Well, you’re special…” Donghae smiled and peck as those red mumps again.

Eunhyuk just made an ‘Oh’ sound but still blushing. He then snapped as he thought of something to ask, “If I get pregnant... will my tummy will grow big same as the picture in Heechul hyung’s magazine?”

“I don’t know...supposed to, I guess.” Donghae chuckled.

Eunhyuk then played on Donghae’s chest when he started to jabber so fast and muttering under his breath that all Donghae could come up were the words, ‘miss your warm’

“Come again, baby?” Donghae asked. Eunhyuk’s cheeks turned more into scarlet when he realized what he was gibbering or rather complaining about. “What is it?” Donghae asked again when he got no response from Eunhyuk.

“I just miss you… inside… warm…” Eunhyuk couldn’t speak it straight.

“Come again?” Donghae asked, not really getting what Eunhyuk said. Eunhyuk puffed his reddened chicks. It was quite embarrassing already.

“I said… I missed your warm release inside me!” Eunhyuk fumed up but covered his mouth. He was red as tomato. Donghae’s eyes glistened few times to digest what Eunhyuk said but smiled and hugged the latter before whispering, “Maybe feel it again at this moment if you wish my baby?” And with those words, Eunhyuk’s face exploded in red.

“Sorry to interrupt lovebirds…” Someone suddenly burst in their room and it was none other than Kim Kibum.

“What do you want?” Donghae said quite infuriated. How could Kibum just burst in their room, in the wrong time?

“Donghae hyung, Kangin is flared up. You’re late for your training. Don’t forget…!” Kibum smiled, leaning his back to his shoulders.

“Eh? Can’t I have a day with Hyukkie?” Donghae pouted, making Eunhyuk blush once again.

“You said it yesterday hyung and we already gave you a rest yesterday since you wanted to take care of Uyu.” Kibum reminded making Donghae sigh in frustration. “Don’t make Racoon appa waiting or you’re dead.” Kibum winked and left.

“Aish! I better take a shower and go… Kangin hyung could be evil sometimes.” Donghae said.

“But you don’t have to train anymore… I’m back. I’ll protect you Hae…” Eunhyuk said, still tugging in Donghae’s shirt. Donghae smiled and patted Eunhyuk’s head, “ So now, let me protect you… I’m not letting you get hurt again Hyukkie…” He paused and then cupped Eunhyuk’s cheeks, “I’m not going to just sit around while you risk your life. This is our battle now… not only yours.”

Donghae then grab Eunhyuk’s left arm and showed the shining silver within his ring finger and showed his too. “Remember, we’re married already. We share everything… and I love you so much.” Donghae explained further and then kisses him in the lips to reassure him as he said those words.

“DONGHAE!!!!” someone shouted from downstairs and they knew by that time if they don’t move, Kangin would burst into them any moment. It was time to get going.

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Kyuhyun groaned as the blinding light welcomed him. Only mantle covered his naked body. He quickly sat up and looked sideways hoping to find what he was looking for but no figure was resting there.

“Sungmin?” He called and looked around his room, not finding anyone around. And then a piece of paper caught his eyes. He quickly gets it by his bedside table and read it.

Kyunnie,
I’ll be out for a bit. Don’t look for me for I need to do something. I’ll definitely comeback in your arms once again. Saranghae!

Lovelots,
Minnie

Kyuhyun smiled from ear to ear. He mumbled, “I love you too Minnie.”

It didn’t change that much when they got together 2 days ago. Kyuhyun was still the game addict while Sungmin was still silent. But then, being together change their view with each other’s kind.

Kyuhyun hated the Corvuses. It wasn’t new to him when Sungmin was introduced to him when he was younger. He knows his father’s work and one of them was being a stock holder for creating Corvuses. He was smart after all.

To Kyuhyun, Corvuses were just heartless being but it change when he met Sungmin. Sungmin’s distinct emotions triggered Kyuhyun’s heart that it made him fall for their servant boy and changing his beliefs that Corvuses were still humans with feelings.

Sungmin in the other hand hated Kyuhyun’s kind. His suffering through all his life proves the cruelty of those who were rich until the times he spent with Kyuhyun. Unconsciously, he fell in love to the guy where he never felt alone. It changes his belief that not all rich people were the same.

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Eunhyuk watched as Donghae released gunshots in the shooting range. He admired how precise and accurate Donghae’s shots were.

“You know, Hae changed a lot when you came to our lives. He started getting independent and responsible.” Leeteuk then showed up, standing beside Eunhyuk.

When he got Eunhyuk’s full attention, he continued, “He worked and trained so hard when you left. He wanted to protect you and not the other way around.”

Eunhyuk’s cheeks reddened. He felt touched yet sorry. He made Donghae suffered so much when he left. “I’m sorry…” Eunhyuk could only say.

“Ani… actually I should be thanking you… with you… a lot had change but it turned out beautifully and wonderfully. I’m really thankful, Uyunnie!” Leeteuk smiled and hugged Eunhyuk. As they let, Eunhyuk nodded and looked back to the practicing Donghae. He smiled as he saw him taking a glance back to him and sends flying kisses. It may sound a bit childish but it was sweet for Eunhyuk.

Yes, a lot had change since then. It wasn’t only them but he too change. And like what Leeteuk said, it was a change for the best.

“Come on, let’s grab some snacks for the boys.” Leeteuk said and Eunhyuk nodded with a smile.

Leeteuk and Eunhyuk headed back to the ground floor of the house to whip out something for those who were practicing in the underground.

Bang! Bang! Bang!

They thought it was just from below that they didn’t mind those gunshots until…

“AHHHHHH!”

Leeteuk and Eunhyuk looked at each other then outside seeing the girl who screamed just a while.

“Sulli!” They hurriedly went out and took cover at the rails just outside the house.

“Go get Kangin hyung and the others.” Eunhyuk instructed Leeteuk who immediately obliged. Gunshots were continued to fire and Eunhyuk was thankful that Sulli was able to duck and hide by the fences. He didn’t care anymore and headed out as fast as he can. He expected gunshots to be fired more but it stopped.

Seeing through the smoke created by the previous gunshots, a man was standing opposite the house. He was small and had innocent look except for the fact he was holding two guns pointing at them.

“Who are you?” Eunhyuk shouted.

“My name isn’t important. My only mission is to have you back and kill Lee Donghae.” The man said but you could hear the hesitation in his tone.

“Whatta?”

“Hyukkie!” The others burst out and started to point out guns to the unknown intruder. Donghae quickly move by the side of Eunhyuk, still pointing his gun to the nameless enemy who just showed himself.

“Are you alright?” Donghae asked and Eunhyuk just nodded. His head then concentrated to the man in front of them.

“Sulli!” Donghae called his terrified cousin and was about to go to her. Sulli tried to run to Donghae until another shot was heard.

“Sulli!” Kangin roared and was about to shoot the unknown shooter when he found him busily fighting another. He concentrated back his gaze to Sulli who was thankfully saved by another man, this time they were familiar with him.

“Yesung hyung!” He called and rushed to him who was hugging the fainted Sulli and with a bleeding right shoulder.

The unknown saviour was assisted by Kangin and Leeteuk while Sulli was carried by Siwon. Kibum was trying to check if the shooter will attack again.

Donghae and Eunhyuk looked at the shooter who was fighting someone who they were familiar with.

“Sungmin?” They both chorused.

“Stop it Ryeowook-ah. This is wrong and you know it.” Sungmin said, defending himself from his enemy’s punches and kicks.

The one named Ryeowook. “But this is my mission, hyung…” Ryeowook whailed, his eyes were wetting and were in verge of tears.

“Use your brain Ryeowook-ah… See what you have done? Don’t do this!” Sungmin said and that made him lowered his defence, allowing Ryeowook to kick him with strength in his stomach and making him several steps backwards.

“Sungmin!” Donghae and Eunhyuk shouted, catching the hurt Sungmin in their arms. He didn’t expect that Ryeowook could kick with such strength.

Once they looked back to Ryeowook, they were surprised to see him crying like that. “I must hyung… they told me… I must do it…” Ryeowook said between his sniffs. He wiped his tears with the back of his right hand and readied himself to attack again.

“We’re not going to fight you Ryeowook-ah… We wouldn’t!” Eunhyuk finally spoke. Ryeowook was taken back. It was confusing more.

Eunhyuk moved forward making Ryeowook to flinch.

“WAIT!” Before they could stop Ryeowook, he already left.

“Don’t let the use you Ryeowook-ah…” Eunhyuk said, looking at Ryeowook’s distant back figure. He looked back finding Donghae eyeing Sungmin up and down. Seeing that Donghae’s hands are all over Sungmin’s waist, Eunhyuk’s face started to get gloomy, “Yah!” Eunhyuk glared at Donghae, making the other flinched.

“What, baby? I’m not doing anything.” Donghae said, claiming he was innocent –well, he is really innocent.

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It was awkward for Sungmin to be watched by several pairs of eyes, 5 pairs of eyes to be exact.

“Now, speak up and tell me how do you involve with this, Sungmin ah?” Hyukjae spoke, tapping his foot with irritation. Jealousy still lingered in his voice.

“Well, I’m sorry… I…” Sungmin can’t continue. He was begging to be speechless. “I know I made a mistake when I revealed your location in Master Dong-“

“Don’t call me Master anymore.” Donghae smiled, which made Sungmin felt a bit more relaxed but earning a death glare from Eunhyuk.

Sungmin gulped down first and then continued, “Hyori noona sent me to stop Ryeowook.”

“How can we trust you? You told them about Eunhyuk before and now you just show up to help us?” Kangin protested.

“I know… I’m just desperate… I thought by telling them where Eunhyuk hyung was, everything will be back to normal… But I didn’t know Mas- I mean Donghae’s real identity till now…” Sungmin explained himself.

“How about Kyuhyun?” Kibum asked, remembering their hoobae who was Sungmin’s master.

“Kyuhyun know everything about us Corvuses and so does the secret of Pluto Company except the fact about Donghae and Eunhyuk hyung.” Sungmin explained.

“Isn’t he with you?” Donghae asked.

Sungmin shook his head and then replied, “I left him but I’ll be back for him… I… uhm…” He couldn’t continue for redness invaded his cheeks.

Kibum then grinned and then tap Donghae’s shoulder, “Uyunnie wouldn’t get jealous anymore. Sungmin got Kyuhyun anyways.” Kibum chuckled, making not just Sungmin to blush but also Eunhyuk.

“I need to head back and tell what happened to Hyori noona. I need to uhm… go…get... Kyuhyun…” Sungmin’s words trailed off. He was getting shy when it was about their relationship. He stood up and bowed to the rest of the gang.

“Say Hi to Kyuhyun for me!” Donghae smiled.

Sungmin nodded and stopped to tell them, “You need to transfer to another hide out. Now that Ryeowook tracked you guys, I’m sure he’ll lead them here.” He reminded.

“Be careful…” Hyukjae reminded.

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It was night time and everything was peaceful except in the mind of Ryeowook. A lot had happened that confused him more.

”Stop it Ryeowook-ah. This is wrong and you know it.”

Those words echoed in his mind.

“But… Sooman sangsaengni, said it’s for the best… that is my purpose… I…” Tears started to pour down once again from his orbs.

When he first woke up with a new life, the first thing he was taught was how to use the guns. Sungmin was the one who taught him because the organization said so. His first missions were to kill Donghae and anyone who got in his way.

His body started to tremble as flashbacks of what he had done just now, especially how he shot the man just awhile ago. He remembered that the man’s name was Yesung. It was scaring him to see those eyes full of hurt from the said guy but even just in a moment, he saw him looking back with sincerity on his eyes. It gave the feeling he was looking for, the feeling of importance.

But Lee Sooman said he was important to the company/organization if he can kill Donghae and he promised he’ll do it. Nothing could change his mind. He wiped his oozing tears by the back of his right hand and jump off from the roof to the veranda. A man step forward revealing his presence from the room connected to it.

“Ryeowook-ah, did you kill him already?” The man said. Ryeowook looked up and saw Lee Sooman.

”Don’t let them use you Ryeowook-ah…”

He remembered those words from Hyukjae when he was running away. Even though he was far from him when he said those words, he had heard it. He was a Corvus and their senses were sharpened that they can hear things from afar.

Those words maybe simple but those were the world words that may alter his set mind and change his heart.

“I…”

Who will I take side? Ryeowook thought. The organization that brought him back to life or those people he is set to kill, those people whom he knew can understand him well? The well- known Eunhyuk and his hyung Sungmin... they should understand him, right?