[NC-17] BREATHE INTO ME (3/??)

[silverdoll14]

TRECER TOMBA: INFLUENCE

DONGHAE’S POV

“I’ll be home before 8 in the evening, okay?!” I said while filling my files on my laptop’s bag. “I have a conference meeting with the boss ‘til half seven. What do you want from the shop?!” I looked back at him, “Do you still have strawberry milk?!” I asked, only to be embarrassed to see he wasn’t even listening to me.

I bowed my head before sighing, walking real slow towards him. Every time I go to work, he doesn’t say a word, he just stares there and watch me leave. But right now, he wasn’t even looking instead, he was staring in space on my big canvas of baby picture on the wall courtesy of Leeteuk hyung who posted it there when I was out working two days ago.



I sighed and lit up the mood, “Do you really like to stare at my nude baby picture, huh?!” I kid.

He just forms a smile, something he changed since I found him. That’s a good sign. He then stared at me, “You’re leaving to work now?!”

I messed his hair before continuing on packing my folders, “Yeah.” I said and when I was at the door, I added, “Don’t overdo cleaning inside the house. It’s already clean.”

He stared around the house and when he made sure everything is clean, he nodded, “Deh.”

“Bye...” I popped my head inside the door way while the rest of my body is already outside. I always find it hard to go to work every morning, leaving him like this.

He smiled limitedly, “Okay.” He then bowed his head in a shy way. “Be home soon. I’ll wait for you.”

I stopped breathing for a bit while I heard what Hyukjae had said. It’s the first time I had heard that Hyukjae will be waiting for me. Though lately, it is visible on his face the smile whenever I get home. Still, this is a shock. “Ahhh hyukkkieee~” I carelessly place my bag on the ground and run inside to embrace Hyukjae. I don’t what gotten into me that I just started feeling so happy.

He never flinched inside my arms, maybe shock or sort. He is so adorable, yet, I have to let go. I smiled to him, “I’ll be back really fast as soon as my meeting ends. Wait for me, okay?!” I said cupping Hyukjae’s face.

Hyukjae stared back at me blankly. “Hae.” In my shock, his face started crossing the gap of our faces and soon...way too soon, his cold lips brushed against mine.

I was shocked and missed breathing. Though our lips only contacted in few seconds, I can still fully feel his lips on mine like it did earlier.

“Be careful.” He smiled.

I stared at him for too long before unconsciously asked, “Why did you do that...?!” It wasn’t a nag but a question came out unconsciously.

He gasped and bit his lower lip in guilt, he pointed at the HD monitor below my huge baby picture, “Tele...”

“You learnt it from the Television?!” I asked. Yes, Hyukjae had been watching lots of Korean dramas, Hollywood movies and to top it all, he watches Titanic at least once a day that the DVD almost breaks down.

“Sorry...” He mumbled while feeling his lips with his fingers in wonder.

I groaned and took those fingers off his lips. In doing so, I had lost control of myself. My palm on his face acted to raise his face up to me and my lips that tasted his lips once, had took possession of those addictive lips.

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“Ahhh Pabo...!” I had already bashed my head many times today.

Every time that kiss haunted my thoughts, I ended up cursing myself. That would definitely scare Eunhyuk. How could I kiss someone so innocent? How could I be this selfish!

But to think I enjoyed the feeling of it and was excited to go home to see him, still, it’s selfishness.

“Shit...! Am I in love with him?!” I asked and placed the papers loudly at my desk, “Oh SHIT!!!!”

“Excuse me,” There was Kyuhyun, my hoobae (junior) with the closest position under me knocked at the door with another pile of papers. “Before you kill yourself, sign this up first.”

I let out a laugh, “Take it here.” I ordered and so Kyuhyun sat on the chair provided for my guest. “I already reviewed this accounts. You can pass that now before you time off this afternoon.”

“Ahhhh... Thank you.”Kyuhyun smiled in relief and I can see a cheeky grin in there.

“You are not allowed to play your games just yet. We have board meeting this evening, remember?” I reminded.

He just rolled his eyes and pushed the PSP back to his black suit, “Arasso, sir.” He said.

I laughed at him. We are close and he is a very reliable employee here in this Pluto Insurance Company. He is also smart... smarter than me perhaps. “For such that age, why do you still like playing that game?!”

“Same as you enjoyed watching Titanic...?!” Kyuhyun answered wittily.

I laugh but when remembering about Titanic, the kiss flashed back on my head again. “Urrgghhh....” I ended up pulling my hair hard to punish myself again. How could have I done that?!

“Errr... Is there something wrong?!” Kyuhyun asked.

I looked up at him helplessly, “Have you ever fallen in love with the same gender, Kyuhyun- sii?!”

Kyuhyun laughs, but with his expression, the question seem to not surprise him, “Well, I haven’t...but I don’t see something wrong with it.” He said but I’m sure he is just saying it because after all I hold higher position than him. “Well, I should go get my ass working with the Excels for tonight’s board meeting. But you go ahead pursuing your man. Nobody in a right mind regardless of gender to dump you.” Then laughs with it.

“YOU...!” I glared at him. I knew it, that Kyuhyun is just playing around my situation now.

Kyuhyun laughs again before completely left my room. Ahh, he wasn’t a help at all.

I couldn’t even demand something big from him because he is somehow a temporary employee in here while his sister-in- law is out abroad. For kyuhyun, he doesn’t need to work, he is from a very well off family.


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“Do you need a lift?!”

I looked back to see another employee dashing behind me. I smiled, “Kibum ah, got back from overseas conference?!”

Kibum high-five to me before answering, “Yeah, I heard your car is on the Car Auto Repair Shop again... why don’t you buy another one, huh?!”

I laughed at him, “My car is only one and a half year old. Too early to change it.” I pointed out.

“You should ask the Land Lord in your bachelor’s pad to increase security in that area so teenagers won’t come crashing someone else’s car. I really like that car of yours, you know.” He reminded.

“Oh thanks... I will.” I said.

“Now, come on. I just timed out and same your board meeting is over. I’ll treat you dinner.” Kibum raised his brows, encouraging me.

I was about to say yes when I remembered that Eunhyuk is waiting at home. I should be home early. I promised.


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“Your drinks getting lonely, hyung.” Kyuhyun shot me an amusing stare while pointing at the beer before me.

I drank it on one-shot before continuing to dial my house phone. I’ve been trying to reach the phone for an hour now but nobody was answering.

Yeah, I failed to say no to Kibum tonight especially when my other hoobae came rushing to ask me for a night out, with Kyuhyun leading.

“Hello...?!”

I gasped, “Hyukkie...” I breathe out really gladly. Finally, he answered. “Why aren’t you answering the phone?!”

I just heard his breathing at the other line then his soft voice, “Where are you?!”

I glanced at my watch and it says 10:30. Obviously it’s really late already. He must be so upset. “I got a little drink with some employees. I’m gonna be home soon.”

“Hhmmm...” He replied.

“YA HAEEEE! Seems like you got wife waiting at home. Come drink more...” Another one of their employee said.
“HAEEE AHH~” Come Kyuhyun in his softest voice, grinning at his devil look. Probably thinking about my question earlier today.

“Hyukke—”

“Bye.” Eunhyuk said and ended the call.

I tried to call again but he isn’t answering. He’s so mad and upset I’m sure.

“Awww... He’s upset.” Kyuhyun grinned at me, completely understanding what happening even he only got a small hunch.

“DRINK MORE!” Kibum said and everyone cheered so once again, I got no choice but to drink.

Soon enough, I get to forget the pressure at work and also the confusion about the kiss me and Eunhyuk shared.


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<Eunhyuk’s POV>

I opened the door when it rang, that would mean that guy Donghae is home right?!

I sighed and I don’t how to face him. I don’t know anything. I don’t know about him. I confuse myself... I’m hateful. I felt burden of myself. Yet, he was so nice to me.

I planned to escape him but every time he calls the name he name me, ‘Eunhyuk ah~’ makes me freeze and silently stay wherever as long as it’s near him.

I’ve done so many foolishness for the couple of weeks. I thrown out the thing he uses to talk to himself that I later realize to be a phone and he wasn’t talking to himself but with another person with the same device. How was a stupid, I am?! I almost burnt the kitchen, I almost flood the bathroom and even breaks down his HD TV.

All in all, I’m a stupid person and that keeps me wondering why the hell he keeps me.

“Excuse me,”

My eyes fixed on an unknown guy grinning at me. I gasped. It’s not Donghae.

“I’m Kyuhyun... Donghae’s co-workers.” He said.

I just nodded and looked pass him to catch Donghae but he’s not around.

“Donghae is drunk. Kibum is taking him here.” He looked back at the hallway, “Oh, they’re here.” And laughed so hard. Obviously, this guy is drunk too. But, I don’t know what being drunk is about. I only see it on Tele and a drunk person do things... scary things... and Donghae is drunk. Eotteokhe?!

“Annyeonghaseyo, Eunhyuk shii.” Another guy with a nicest smile showed up while holding Donghae to walk straight. He then added, “Don’t be too surprise, Donghae had been talking about you the whole night.”

He did?! I controlled my breathing and I felt my face hot. I don’t know what’s happening to me that I can’t seem to refrain myself smiling.

“Here’s Donghae’s bag.” Kyuhyun handed me Donghae’s bag.

“Thanks.”

Kibum then went inside to almost throw Donghae on the couch but with that, Donghae had hauled him down too making that guy fall at top of him. What’s worst is, Donghae groaned in hallucination, “Eunhyukkie~”

BWOOH?! Can’t he realize how I differ from other people?! How dare him hug someone else while calling for me?!

Kibum controlled himself laughing while taking off Donghae’s arms from him. He then smiled to me, “We’ll be off now.”

With that, he left while Kyuhyun stayed some more minutes before facing me, “No wonder Donghae hyung is like this.”

“Hmmmm...?!” I asked confusedly.

He chuckled, “Take good care of him. Good night, Eunhyuk shii.” He then also left.

“Eunhyukkie...”

I moved closer to the delirious man on the couch. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Since I met him, I never been angry or upset but tonight is an exception. I really wanna kick him off back to his consciousness.

“Eunhyukkie... come closer...” He tried to open his eyes and when he saw me, he smiled fishily.

“What’s wrong? Are you in pain?!” I asked instead of kicking him.

He shook his head, “Aniii... Don’t I get a welcome home...kiss?!”

My memory shot back earlier today... that kiss. That mistake... that something Jack and Rose do in Titanic... that something that feels nice.

“I want it now.” He demanded and before me, he already sat up and hauled me closer. “I want you badly... like crazy...” Then cupped my face, along with his lips taking mine.

Oh dear.... Oh dear... What is this?! Is this normal at all?! Since I don’t know what is normality at all... I guess it’s normal.

I moan escape from my mouth and at the same time, I get to feel his exploring tongue on mine. Another moan escape again and this time, all my senses started to dim like, I don’t have any control of them now.

“Hyukkie...” He ended the kiss but that doesn’t help me to get all my senses back. He succeeded on pinning me on the couch, him above me.

I can smell alcohol from his breath but that breath is hot, intoxicating me.

“I think, I love you...” He said.

Love?! What’s that?! Is that nice?!

Instead of asking, I ended up letting out a moan when he nibbled on my neck. Another feeling that is nice but I’m curious of what is that thing love he’s talking about.

His hand crawls down underneath my shirt and I don’t know anymore. I want this. I want him beside me and I hate it when he’s with other people. I want him to only see me. Even I’m confused of everything else, but at least, I’m sure with this kind of wants from him.

He’s mine.


 Chapter by: MonShie09
Edited by: EuNic monkEy